MY EULOGY
WHAT I WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW IS THIS.
I LOVE GOD WITH ALL MY HEART,I AM FINDING
WHO I AM IN THE BIBLE. I LOVE ORANGE BECAUSE IT REPRESENTS THE WARRIOR IN ME.PINK IS FOR THE PRESENCE OF MESSIAH AND MY FAITH IN HIM,PURPLE IS FOR AUTHORITY AND YELLOW FOR THE GIFTS, GREEN REPRESENTS MY GROWTH I AM ALSO LIKE DEBORAH WHO HAD A GIFT OF TEARING DOWN STRONGHOLDS AND KNOW HOW TO BRING MUCH DELIVERANCE IN INTERCESSORY PRAYER. I LOVE HOW MY FATHER PAYS CLOSE ATTENTION AND THAT I CARRY HIS DNA. I ALSO KNOW THAT I AM LIKE PAUL WHO WANTS TO DO THE RIGHT THING AND HAS A HARD TIME CARRYING OUT AND YET IT'S EASIER TO DO THE WRONG THING BUT I AM NOT ABOUT DOING THE EASY THING I WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW THAT WHEN GIVEN A HARD TASK I COMPLETED THAT WHICH I STARTED,NOT ON MY ABILITIES BUT ON THE POWER THAT GOD GIVES ME. I HAVE BEEN DIETING AND EXERCISING AND UNLESS YOU ARE WILLING TO TRY THIS DON'T EVEN BOTHER ASKING, I HAVE SO FAR LOST 28.25 LBS AND 22 INCHES. I ALSO AM ABOUT CRUCIFYING THE FLESH,BECAUSE I AM THE BOSS OF ME NOT MY BODY. I ALSO KNOW THAT A THORN IN YOUR FLESH KEEPS YOU HUMBLE BEFORE GOD AND THAT IT'S A JOY TO HAVE THAT BECAUSE THAT IS WHERE GRACE BECOMES SUFFICIENT TO US AND THAT IS WHERE WHEN WE ARE WEAK WE ARE TRULY STRONG NOT IN OURSELVES BUT IN GOD. WHEN WE CHOOSE TO BEND OUR WILL AND CRUCIFY THE FLESH THAT'S WHEN GOD CAN DO A MIGHTY WORK IN YOU. I AM ABOUT THE FRUITS OF THE SPIRIT, AND IF I LACK I ASK GOD TO SHOW ME WHAT I NEED TO DEAL WITH,AND THEN MAKE A PLAN TO FIX IT. I LOVE TO BE SELF CORRECTING AND TEACHABLE AND HOLDING MYSELF ACCOUNTABLE TO MY SPIRITUAL MOM,BY THE WAY SHE IS ALSO THE GREATEST AND DON'T LET ME CATCH YOU HINDERING HER OR YOU WILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH ME. I LOVE BEING A MOTHER THIS WAS A MIRACLE FOR ME SINCE I COULDN'T HAVE KIDS OF MY OWN, MY SONS I LOVE YOU AND I AM THANKFUL TO GOD FOR GIVING YOU TO ME. I LOVE BEING A MOTHER WHO SONS CALL ME BLESSED. I AM ALSO GRATEFUL FOR ALL THE YEARS I HAD WITH MY HUSBAND HE TO IS AN ANSWERED PRAYER THANKS AGAIN FOR GIVING HIM TO ME WHEN I WAS 10,WHAT I MEAN IS I PRAYED FOR A HUSBAND WHO WOULD LOVE ME AND NEVER WOULD DIVORCE ME BECAUSE I HAVE SEEN THE TRAUMA IT DOES TO THE CHILDREN I ACTUALLY MARRIED HIM WHEN I WAS 22. I LOVE BEING AND AUNT AND A DAUGHTER.I LOVE ALL THE MINISTRIES THAT I'VE WORKED IN BUT THE ONE I LOVE THE MOST IS BEING AN ARMOR-BEARER FOR LP.MY FAVORITE SCRIPTURE IS PSALMS 91:1 HE THAT DWELLS IN THE SECRET PLACE OF THE ALMIGHTY SHALL ABIDE UNDER THE SHADOW,ANOTHER ONE IS ISAIAH 63:1-3 WHICH BASICALLY SAYS HE'LL GIVE YOU BEAUTY FOR ASHES AND JOY FOR YOUR MOURNING. I LOVE WRITING THIS EULOGY BECAUSE IT HAS GIVEN ME A SINCE OF PEACE ABOUT DEATH. I WANT TO HAVE A PARTY IN THIS EVENT, I WANT SOMEONE TO PLAY CELEBRATION BY COOL AND THE GANG, AND ALSO AMAZING GRACE. I WOULD LIKE FOR PASTOR PAUL TO SING ANYTHING UP BEAT BECAUSE THAT'S HOW WE SANGUINS ARE IT'S ABOUT A PARTY MY LAST REQUEST WOULD BE THAT THE VERY LAST SONG BE THE ANCHOR HOLDS BY RAY BOLTZ. ONE OTHER THING I WANT TO BE KNOWN AS IS A FEMALE BARNABUS WHICH MEANS A DAUGHTER WHO ENCOURAGES.
