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WHATEVER PART 2
Posted On 02/10/2007 13:47:01
HEY PEOPLE AGAIN WELL THIS IS THE 2ND PART OF THE BLOG WHATEVER SO YEAH.....WELL I BEEN TALKING TO THE GIRL I LOVE AND SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE WOULD GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE BUT I HAD TO STRAIGHTED UP MY LIFE AND I HAVE I BEEN GOING TO SCHOOL AGAIN I BEEN GETTING MY GRADES UP BUT THE PRINCIPLE TOLD ME THAT IM GOING TO BE A SOPHOMORE AGAIN BECAUSE OF ME NOT GOING TO SCHOOL AND I HAVE START EATING AGAIN BUT WELL I I FEEL THAT SHE DOESNT CARE SO SHE HAS BEEN LYING TO ME THIS WHOLE TIME WELL I GUESS IT WASENT MEANT TO BE ALL I WANTED WAS ME AND LAUREN TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER BUT I FOUND OUT THAT SHE IS ENGAGED WITH SOMEBODY ELSE SO WHAT I HAVE TO DO IS TO LET HER GO BUT I CANT I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART AND I KNOW THIS IS GOING TO HURT ME ALOT BUTI WILL NEVER FORGIVE HER FOR WHAT SHE DID WITH SOME DUDE WELL IM TIRED OF THIS PAIN I JUST FEEL LIKE RUNNING AWAY ALL I WANT IS FOR THE LORD TO GIVE ME A SIGN MAYBE IF I WAS GONE MAYBE HE WOULD GIVE ME A SIGN WELL I GUESS I SHOULD STOP WELL THANX FOR READING THIS BLOG WELL BYE
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WHATEVER
Posted On 02/03/2007 19:18:05

HI EVERYBODY WELL IM JUST WRITTING MY FEELINGS SO YEAH DONT PAY ATTENTION AND IT MIGHT NOT MAKE ANY SENCE WELL HERE IT GOES OK WELL I LOVE THIS GIRL WITH ALL MY HEART OK WE WERE GOING OUT MAN I FELT LIKE THE KING OF THE WORLD MAN SHE WAS ALL I EVER WANTED IN A GIRL SHE WAS SWEET AND BEAUTIFUL MAN SHE WAS AN ANGEL I TREATED HER LIKE A PRINCESS UNTIL ONE DAY I DONT KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING (KIDS DONT DO DRUGS TRUST ME U WILL HURT THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE) LIKE I DIDNT KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING AND I BROKE UP WITH HER FOR NO REASON (I KNOW) THEN A COUPLE OF DAYS LATER I CALL HER AND TELL HER IF SHE COULD GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE AND SHE DID GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE AND I DID THE SAME THING AND I BROKE HER HEART AGAIN "TWICE" AND THEN A COUPLE A WEEKS A CALL HER AND SHE TELLS ME THAT SHE IS GOING OUT WITH SOMEBODY ELSE (I BROKE DOWN AND CRY) OLDER HER 5YRS OLDER THAT HER MAN CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT A 14 YRS OLD GIRL GOING OUT WITH A 19 YRS OLD GUY MAN WHAT TO THINK WHAT HE IS GOING TO DO WITH HER SO I STARTED DOIN THE SAME THING I DID WHEN I WAS YOUNG THATS BEIN BAD REALLY LIKE GETTING IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW THEN I WELL TO JAIL AND I GOT OUT AND I FELT LIKE KILLING MYSELF "SERIOUSLY" I WAS GOING TO DO IT BUT THEN THE GIRL I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART CALLS ME AND TELLS ME TO STOP AND WHEN I HEAR HER BEAUTIFUL VOICE I STOP ALL I COULD THINK OF WAS HER AND THEN SHE TELLS ME ABOUT WHATS GOING ON AND I TOLD HER THAT I NEED HER IN ME LIFE I WANNA GET MARRIED WITH HER AND I ASK HER OUT AGAIN AND I PROMISE HER THAT IAM NOT GOING TO DO THE SAME I HAVE CHANGE AND PRAY EVERYDAY TO THE LORD BUT I GUESS THE LORD IE REALLY MAD AT ME RIGHT NOW SO I THINK I SHOULD JUST RUNAWAY AND I THINK IM GOING TO DO THAT AND PLUS YESTURDAY I GOT A TATTO OF HER NAME IN MY WRIST AND I CRY EVERYDAY FOR HER AND I KNOW IAM NOT GOING TO GET HER BACK SO THATS WHY IAM GIVING UP IN LIFE SO WHEN I DIE I COULD HAVE A MEMORY OF HER IN MY WRIST I KNOW IAM JUST A KID BUT HEY THATS LIFE....LIFE IS NOT EASY WELL IAM GOING TO STOP BECAUSE IM CRYING I GUESS THIS IS LIKE UM.... THE LETTER EVERYBODY FINDS AFTER IM DEAD YEAH COOL HUH NOT REALLY WELL YEAH THANK YOU FOR READING THIS BORING WHO IS THIS GUY LETTER YEAH THANKS EVERYBODY I HOPE YOUR LIFE IS BETTER THAN MINE WELL BYE PEACE :(****** 

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