My great Grand father died on november ,6,2006.I kno it has been a really long time, but I miss him so mush . i am crying righ tnow cause i have not seen him in so long.I really need help I can not stop having horriable feelings.We were really close.I never want to go threw the family all crying and my mom screaming when she snwerd the phone.I still can not believe it happened.I was suppoused to go to a hallowean party 6 days before he died I couldnt thouh I knew he would be gone soon.the day before he died we had dinner with him ...and he could barrely talk i knew he would die that night ...I was right.I know he is with us cause the night he died He tapped me.I am not the only person in the family who got paid a visset and the girls in the family have went to a christmas thing and u would win trees no one has never one till after he died and his wife got the biggest tree of all.NOw I can not get bad felling out off my head I am so afriad it is goin to happen again sometime I get ma dand start crying at school because we called him popo and people like to say that I am really upset and need help
