I just wanted to take a few minutes to Give my God some Great Praise. I am doing much better since my last blog. I had been having some really rough pains in my chest which was causing me not to be able to breath to well. I did not go to church Sunday morning because of it. My daughter went and asked the church to pray for me. I wasnt feeling much better but knew that the only way to touch God was to go to church. Yeah I could have touched him at home but I needed to be able to show my enemy that I was not going to allow him to win agian. So I went we had an awesome move of God . I know he touched my chest. I can breath without hurting and I havent had anymore sharp shooting pains since Pastor prayed for me. I know we serve a prayer answereing God. Cause he has answered so many of my prayers. We sing a song that goes like this "Great Praise for a Great God mighty worship for the mighty one. We bring you worship and we bring you praise We bring Great Praise for a Great God. "  I like to sing it like this  "Great Praise for a Great God mighty worship for the mighty one. I bring you worship and I bring you Praise I bring Great praise Great praise for a Great God."  To me it makes a little more personal and it just does something to me when I can be a little more personal with God.  With all that said I will close for now May the Grace of God keep you all. Blessing be poured out upon you all. God bless ya.

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I sit here tonight feeling like I have just been whipped. I am fighting this battle within and I feel like I am losing. So your prayers are needed. I am not sure how to explain what is going on inside. I just am not well by no means. This depression that has a hold on me this time is like no other that I have had to deal with. I try to talk to family and they tell me to pray and I of all people know that is the answer to the problems today. I have been praying but still the overwhelming feeling of just not being worth anything has really taken a tole on this soul. I can have the most awesome time in prayer and feel the Lord step onto the secne of time and as long as I stay in his spirit I am fine but the minute I get up from praying and go back to the daily routine the old feelings just grabs a hold and will not let go. Doctors tell me this depression that I live with was passed down to me from my mother they have put me on medication after medication and this last one seemed to have been working I have been on Lexapro now for a year and a half. Along with Atarax and Amitriptylin these were working really good up into about two months ago and boy have things really started to snowball. So to all you prayer warriors out there please help me pray I am needing Gods help with this. I know he is able and he will help me get pasted this hump as always. Just feeling a little battered..... This crying at the drop of a pin is really starting to drive me insane.

Until next time this is blhrtd saying farewell and Goodnight.

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