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EASTER blessing
Posted On 03/22/2008 15:29:10
I just received an Easter blessing.  There was a knock at my door and my visitors were bearing a gifts of food for an EASTER dinner.  This is truly a blessing for me, as I'm currently not able to work because of the fact that my arthritis won't allow me and money is very tight for me right now
All praise and glory go to our Father who is in Heaven.

I'm back
Posted On 03/21/2008 15:56:14

Computer problems and health reasons have procluded me from writting anything  as of late. But at least right now I'm back and ready to keep on keepin on.

Staring with my computer problems. I made a very bad choice of friends. 2 !@#$ guys that I thought that were my friends, HAHA needed a computer to start a business. I loaned them my computer for that purpose. Took me quite awhile to get it back and what I got back was not what I gave them. Oh, mind you it was my computer that I finally got back. The condition of it was not anywhere the same as they got it.

2 years worth of music was gone, which by the way I'm still working on getting back. Pictures of my friends from all over the world are gone and can't be replaced. Not to mention the fact that I was so full of !@#$ porn that it wasn't even funny. because of all of the porn it locked up on me. Took me forever to it out of the recovery mode. Called a local computer store to find out how much it would be to clean it out and to fix all of the problems. Came to the conclusion that it was far better for me to just purchase another computer, as it was going to cost more to repair it than what I paid for it.

So now I have a brand new laptop. I love the freedom of the wireless aspect of it. The freedom of being able to take it with me anywhere and being able to access the internet. Has taken me some time to get use to Vista Home Premium though. Has Windows XP on my desktop and had gotten use to that. Have found out talking to people that there are some bugs in it that they haven't quite worked out of it as of yet. Yet, I'm having fun getting to know all of the bells and whistles of Vista.

Now as far as my health is concerned, I have been diagnosed with Mild Degenaritve Arthritis. The same thing as Osteoparosis. The disks in the lower part of my back are slowly degenterating. My doctor is sending me to a nuerosurgeon to see if surgery is a viable alternative for reapairing the damage that has already been done.

If they don't like that idea, then they are considering cortosone shots. Either way as long as one of them makes me feel better and can help me walk without the use of a cane, then I'm all for it.

I also recently spent one day shy of two weeks in the hospital because of the fact that I had a very light green color to my face and I wasn't eating awhole lot. Because of that fact I have lost 20 pounds, way more than I should have lost. after alot of x-rays and cat scans, they found 5 masses on my lungs. Had to have a chest tube put it. They also made me eat 3 times a day. Without much success, as I didn't gain any weight. Even though I ate what they put in front of me.

After being pumped full of sugar water and various medications was finally able to walk out of the hospital on my own power. Cancer is still in the conversations with my doctor. I am going through alot of tests to determine just how bad it really is.

I'm at home now and am currently in the process of taking 5 diffrerent medicines for my arthritis. Still have to use a cane to get around, but am able to do everything that I want to do I just do it slower now.

Even though I'm eating like a horse now 3 times a day, I'm still not putting on any weight. So after a doctors visit, I am forced to drink Ensure in a vein effort to put some weight back on me. Even though I haven't seen any weight gain yet, I'm willing to give it a chance.

Mean while back at the ranch. I may have been knocked down, but I haven't been knocked out. Strike me down and I'll become more powerful than you can


PRAISE
Posted On 06/14/2006 09:15:39
While taking a walk Monday night a gentleman stopped me and said "You talked at the Mission" I told him that yes I had and that It had been over 2 years ago. Was pleased that He remembered me. He told me that he cleaned up his life and had given his life over to the LORD. Thank you Father for using me as an instrument to pass along your words. May the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be acceptable in your sight.

School
Posted On 06/12/2006 10:30:47
I really want to go back to school to finish what I started. But there are so many factors involved wtih this. It's really making my head spin and I just don't know which direction to turn. Have prayed about it and HE hasn't given me an answer yet and the deadline for school is fast approaching. Then there is someone in my life that just doesn't understand all of this. I really like this person and I really want them in my life. I also want to finish school. I guess that I want my cake and eat it too. FATHER into your hands to I give my life. Mold and make me after you will while I'm waiting silent and still.

God and the Geese
Posted On 06/07/2006 12:00:12
There was once a man who didn't believe in God, and he didn't hesitate to let others know how he felt about religion and religious holidays. His wife, however, did believe, and she raised their children to also have faith in God and Jesus, despite his disparaging comments. One snowy Eve, his wife was taking their children to service in the farm community in which they lived. They were to talk about Jesus' birth She asked him to come, but he refused. "That story is nonsense!" he said. "Why would God lower Himself to come to Earth as a man? That's ridiculous!" So she and the children left, and he stayed home. A while later, the winds grew stronger and the snow turned into a blizzard. As the man looked out the window, all he saw was a blinding snowstorm. He sat down to relax before the fire for the evening. Then he heard a loud thump. Something had hit the window. He looked out, but couldn't see more than a few feet. When the snow let up a little, he ventured outside to see what could have been beating on his window. In the field near his house he saw a flock of wild geese. Apparently they had been flying south for the winter when they got caught in the snowstorm and couldn't go on. They were lost and stranded on his farm, with no food or shelter. They just flapped their wings and flew around the field in low circles, blindly and aimlessly. A couple of them had flown into his window, it seemed. The man felt sorry for the geese and wanted to help them. The barn would be a great place for them to stay, he thought. It's warm and safe; surely they could spend the night and wait out the storm. So he walked over to the barn and opened the doors wide, then watched and waited, hoping they would notice the open barn and go inside. But the geese just fluttered around aimlessly and didn't seem to notice the barn or realize what it could mean for them. The man tried to get their attention, but that just seemed to scare them, and they moved further away. He went into the house and came with some bread, broke it up, and made a bread crumb trail leading to the barn. They still didn't catch on. Now he was getting frustrated. He got behind them and tried to shoo them toward the barn, but they only go t more scared and scattered in every direction except toward the barn. Nothing he did could get them to go into the barn where they would be warm and safe. "Why don't they follow me?!" he exclaimed. "Can't they see this is the only place where they can survive the storm?" He thought for a moment and realized that they just wouldn't follow a human. "If only I were a goose, then I could save them," he said out loud. Then he had an idea. He went into barn, got one of his own geese, and carried it in his arms as he circled around behind the flock of wild geese. He then released it. His goose flew through the flock and straight into the barn -- and one-by-one, the other geese followed it to safety. He stood silently for a moment as the words he had spoken a few minutes earlier replayed in his mind: "If only I were a goose, then I could save them!" Then he thought about what he had said to his wife earlier. "Why would God want to be like us? That's ridiculous!" Suddenly it all made sense. That is what God had done. We were like the geese--blind, lost, perishing. God had His Son become like us so He could show us the way and save us. As the winds and blinding snow died down, his soul became quiet and pondered this wonderful thought. Suddenly he understood why Christ had come. Years of doubt and disbelief vanished with the passing storm. He fell to his knees in the snow, and prayed his first prayer: "Thank You, God, for coming in human form to get me out of the storm!"