To the love of my life , i will always love you! but i must move on... if i stay..... my life will be gone. I hope and pray one day,. the pain will go away .as i move forward to a brand new day. i don't know if i will ever love again , if when .......God sends someone to mend....that this will not be the end...
&nb sp; GOODBYE MY LOVER < GOODBYE MY FREIND.................................................>
I can't stop thinking, i can't sleep ,i'm at the edge , things keep happening to me.. it can not be explained. and its driving me insane i tried to save him from himself, no matter what i did, i had no help,i saw his eyes, i saw the signs ,he embraced his past once again and we became second hand, i loved him..... always will...... but did he love me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that i could not see ,actions spoke lourder then words and that really hurts... i forgive ,why can't i forget .left with memories that haunt me, how can i be free... i pray to god and i still can't sleep.i throught i was going to lose him to another women but i lost him to death . i cried so many tears and screamed until i felt nothing .no one will know my pain as i lay alone in my bed with his son beside me seeing his father looking at me. i knew him better then he knew himself, how is that possible where was my help the world grabed him and it wouldn't let go now i struggle with his soul ,my torment has a hold and my heart has gotten cold we were supposed to grow old i wish he would of listened and stayed home or even answered his phone . his hunger wasn't food but his mood i wish he would of stood home now i'm alone,and he is gone,....killed by a hit and run
