Are things going to heck. I mean do things keep changing for a reason. Or is it just something that makes you want to kill yourself. I've seen things happen that would make you till your thirty. Maybe there is a reason. But if I have to go through so much just to get where it's good well I'd rather not. People say there is always a reason.
Well does losing the girl of your dreams count as a good thing? Last a checked it wasn't.
And does going crazy a good thing?
Is losing your mom a good thing?
Is being a strait "A" student to "barely even passing" student a good thing?
Is an alter ego a good thing?
Is doubting that you even have a "friend" a good thing?
Is wishing you are someone else a good thing?
Is being the underdog a good thing?
I don't think so. If I've been praying to God for my entire life for something good. Why hasn't anything good happen yet?
I guess I need hope,and faith. I don't see what is keeping me going anymore.
