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Not what I hoped for
Posted On: 04/26/2008 04:34:28
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well as some of you know, back in january i lost my job. i was really looking hard for a job with no luck and a friend told me they were hireing at his place of work. i applied, got online interview, interview at job site, drug test and background check, job offer, and on feb 18, my first day on the job. Training is 12 weeks, followed by 12 more weeks of training in the real work enviroment with a coach to still help. job is csr with a major emphisis on sales. meet your quota or find a new job emphisis! major stress. i have a learning dissability and no short term memory, this makes this a real hostile enviroment for me. my sales are so poor, i worry each day i'm going to get a tap on the shoulder and be told to clean out my desk. as i get up each morning and get ready for work i have to fight with myself to go to work, by the time i start driving there it feels like a full grown elephant is sitting on my chest and i work all day with that feeling. it's awful, i never in my life had a job i hated so much and needed so bad i couldn't leave. i thank God every day, He gave me a job, and pray for Him to make a way for me to keep this job at least 1 more day. PTL he is faithful. there is just no work to be found here right now. i used to be a truck driver, taxi/limo driver but i have a couple dings on my license and with the job market the way it is, nobody will touch me because they can (and do right now) just hire folks with perfect clean driving records. unfortunately for me most of my adult life i've been a driver for something,dump trucks, taxis,limos courtisy vans,whatever and now i can't even do that. anyway i know God has a plan and hopefully soon He'll point me in another direction, in the meentime i plan to keep on keepin on and praising Him all the while.....
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