Hey, yeah. My bestest friend Kiya just informed me that Britton is her best friend. I'm still "the best friend" but... he's like... you know... erg. i feel lost and disappointed. i know i'm still her best friend, but she talks to him so much you'd think they were an item. *sighs* but of course they're "just friends". *grumps* i don't even know what to do. she always talks about how she doesn't know what to do and she doesn't "like" him. erg. i just... just... know that britton is becoming closer to her than i am. how do i even handle that? when he heard about her mom having MS before i did, that's when i knew SOMETHING was about to change. Here it is. :helpsmilie: *sighs* Today I worked at Orange Julius by myself for the first time, and I really loved it. It was scary, but my dad prayed with me before i went to work and that took the edge off for sure. I'm in the weirdest funk EVER. :natio: yeah... WEIRD. i'm like, i want to be madly in love with some wonderful man, but i keep having to remember to turn to Jesus. Also... I get SOOOOOO angry! :mad: I hate it. ANYWAYS! When I realize my place and confess my fault, and just... yeah... move on! Then I was able to sing some. I love singing to Jesus, but i get nerved at work when i'm singing. like... i don't wanna scare customers. LOL! Okay... yeah. It's almost dinner time. I've been ignoring my big blog. Isn't that sad? People go there EVERY DAY. I haven't been there in over a week! Yeah... WEIRD. Love y'all... sorry i'm not in a better mood... but I know that God is faithful even when i'm a grump.