Computer problems and health reasons have procluded me from writting anything  as of late. But at least right now I'm back and ready to keep on keepin on.

Staring with my computer problems. I made a very bad choice of friends. 2 !@#$ guys that I thought that were my friends, HAHA needed a computer to start a business. I loaned them my computer for that purpose. Took me quite awhile to get it back and what I got back was not what I gave them. Oh, mind you it was my computer that I finally got back. The condition of it was not anywhere the same as they got it.

2 years worth of music was gone, which by the way I'm still working on getting back. Pictures of my friends from all over the world are gone and can't be replaced. Not to mention the fact that I was so full of !@#$ porn that it wasn't even funny. because of all of the porn it locked up on me. Took me forever to it out of the recovery mode. Called a local computer store to find out how much it would be to clean it out and to fix all of the problems. Came to the conclusion that it was far better for me to just purchase another computer, as it was going to cost more to repair it than what I paid for it.

So now I have a brand new laptop. I love the freedom of the wireless aspect of it. The freedom of being able to take it with me anywhere and being able to access the internet. Has taken me some time to get use to Vista Home Premium though. Has Windows XP on my desktop and had gotten use to that. Have found out talking to people that there are some bugs in it that they haven't quite worked out of it as of yet. Yet, I'm having fun getting to know all of the bells and whistles of Vista.

Now as far as my health is concerned, I have been diagnosed with Mild Degenaritve Arthritis. The same thing as Osteoparosis. The disks in the lower part of my back are slowly degenterating. My doctor is sending me to a nuerosurgeon to see if surgery is a viable alternative for reapairing the damage that has already been done.

If they don't like that idea, then they are considering cortosone shots. Either way as long as one of them makes me feel better and can help me walk without the use of a cane, then I'm all for it.

I also recently spent one day shy of two weeks in the hospital because of the fact that I had a very light green color to my face and I wasn't eating awhole lot. Because of that fact I have lost 20 pounds, way more than I should have lost. after alot of x-rays and cat scans, they found 5 masses on my lungs. Had to have a chest tube put it. They also made me eat 3 times a day. Without much success, as I didn't gain any weight. Even though I ate what they put in front of me.

After being pumped full of sugar water and various medications was finally able to walk out of the hospital on my own power. Cancer is still in the conversations with my doctor. I am going through alot of tests to determine just how bad it really is.

I'm at home now and am currently in the process of taking 5 diffrerent medicines for my arthritis. Still have to use a cane to get around, but am able to do everything that I want to do I just do it slower now.

Even though I'm eating like a horse now 3 times a day, I'm still not putting on any weight. So after a doctors visit, I am forced to drink Ensure in a vein effort to put some weight back on me. Even though I haven't seen any weight gain yet, I'm willing to give it a chance.

Mean while back at the ranch. I may have been knocked down, but I haven't been knocked out. Strike me down and I'll become more powerful than you can