Hi... Well its a new day and a new month. Its high time I got busy with my blog.
So far this year has brought some crazy stuff my way. 1st we have had some crazy weather, with ice storms and snow. Even today my kids are home for yet another snow day. I dont know how the district is going to make them up?
I do love the snow, it is so beautiful to watch. I just hate to drive in it.
I havent been to church in what seems like a month due to me being sick and the church being closed due to winter weather. I miss it terribly.
2 weeks ago I got sick with a sore throat, and then it went up into my head and I had all the sneezing and sniffling. I think I blew my nose 1000 times that weekend.
Well it went right into my chest and has been there eversince. I went to the doctor and I found out I have pneumonia. I have been fighting it almost 2 weeks now. I went back to the doctor last Friday and I had a chest x-ray and a shot. I am not sure if it really helped or not. On the x-ray he saw that the pneumonia had gone into both lungs.
I have been in bed for quite a while now, trying to get over this crud. Well my doctor called me and said they found a "spot" on my x-ray that they were concerned with. I wants me to have a MRI/CT scan. Well my appointment is tomorrow morning.
Its amazing how the Devil can put the worst thoughts in your head. He had me bawling and thinking the worst and it hasnt even been verified what it is. I consider myself to be a strong Christian lady, and I am always there for everyone trying to lift them up and just being an encouragement and blessing to them. I felt like I crumbled really fast with this dilema. Does that make me any less of a Christian? No. It just means this is a test of the emergency broadcast system...if it were an actual emergency God would have told you. Did my faith faulter... yes. I let Satan tell me lies to get me all worried and worked up over this. I feel like this is going to be all for God's Glory! He is testing my faith. I know that God has alot more for me to do. I am going to keep singing, and I am going to keep on leading the women at my church. God put me in this position and I am going to keep doing what he wants me to do.
Has this taught me a lesson? Yes! Keep faith in God!! God is my physician and my provider. I am his child, and he will take care of me. I am not worried, I know I will get better, and I will be a walking testemony thru all of this.
Its amazing who God puts in your path when you are down and out, and letting the Devil beat you up. I called my job and told them I wouldnt be in this week and I ended up getting a awesome most unexpected sermon from my pal De. God used her to tell me what I needed to hear. She was a willing vessel, and when I was freaking out and crying my head off, she calmed me and reassured me with words from God. I appreciated that sooo much! (I love you De).
My husband even had a peace about it. He said they arent going to find anything. I believe that!
I had confirmation from 4 other friends that it would be nothing, so I am standing on Gods word, and I have a peace about it and I am healed in Jesus name!
Also thru this week my Pastors Wife has blessed us with food almost this entire week. She has taken time to make meals for us. She doesnt realize what a ministry that is in itself. She looks at it as she wanted to cook something for us and she enjoyed doing it. I pray God will bless her 1000 times over for the meals she has brought to us.
Well I will let you know about the MRI/CTscan. Expect there to be nothing!
God bless, and until next time, keep the faith!
