Hello

Have anyone every felt disappointed with themselves because they want to speak boldly about what God is doing in there lives. I am so disappointed because the innerman in me is so perfect but the outerman my flesh is so weak and uncertain. I  know that i am born again, but struggle so much with my flesh from time to time. the only time i feel good about myself is when the presence of God in strong upon me. I just want to be in that presence forever. My words get so twisted and don't come out the way that I hear them with so much authority. but when I open my mouth to speak they don't come out that way. I get so angry at myself and get very down. I keep hearing let the Holy Spirit speak thru me, why isn't it working in me. Help me understand. I need to be more confident in God How do I get this.

Laroice