faith is what i need to have right now with the problem that is in my family it is very very hard its like my life has crashed and no one is here to help me but relly there is and so many people and also another thing that is hard is that my mom is sick and that macks thing evan wors but i have been helping here out and well basicly im the one working att he house now cuse well my dad isnt there any more to do it and well i just hope that iwn he get out of prison he will be a new mad that donst drink any more it is hard just amgining him not drinking any more cus he has been an alcoholic for so long and well this is his third time to hurt me like this but all i can do is oray about it and also it is very hard cuse i miss him so much i also love him to but like i said it is like my life is sleping away befor my eyes and no one no it but i just need faith and prayer