my life fills like it is chrashing idk what to do it is so hard and well it is cuse my dad has had 3 DWIs and well now he is in jail for right now he win monday on the 8th and well now it is so hard cuse we dont knowhow we are going to mack it with out him we are going to have a hard time paying the bills and stuff and wel it is so hard knowing every day that i am going to come home and he isnty going to be there well all i can do is pray about it and well i know who els will help me and that is my girl frined sarah she helps me out with every thing adn well i help her to i know she will always be by my side just as i am buy hers and well we love each other so much she is great and i knowe she is the one ment for me i am so glad we met we met on here lol but she is helping me threw this and well it is going to be so hard for me cuse i miss my dad so much alredy and it hurts knowing he isnt going to be abal to see me graduate and stuff but the most one thin i want to see win he get out is him not drink wel i mean him be a new person win he comes out and not be an alcoholic cuse it ishard living with an alcoholic cuse well i have had to do it for  my hole life and well yeah but i just hope he finds the lord there cuse he relly needs him right now all i know right now is i miss him so much alredy and he hasent evan been gone a week but yeah i have alot of people praying ror me right now and well some many people are helping me out like my girl friend sarah i love her so much well that is all for now