Ok I am back. I can hear the cheers already. I'm still job hunting unfortuneately (i know thats not how you spell it but thats waht you're getting). I really really really want to work. My family (mainly my Dad) are driving me up the wall! I need space, i need money so i can go out and most of all i need to move out if i want my relationship with my family to be positive- and i do.

I went to Centrelink and I am getting a jobseeker youth allowance while i look for work but i dont want to be claiming that for too long (cause i really do want to work).

Something a little odd. I've been having this same dream where i'm holding a newborn baby (and i get the impression that its mine) and i think someone else is looking at it right behind me. Its a weird dream. And i have been so clucky lately. I dont know why. I mean i do want to have kids someday but not until i'm married and theres someone else i can kick out of bed at ungodly hours in the night.

well i have to get going. i have to go lodge my fist claim form so i can get my youth allowance tomorrow

Bye- Tara