Why is it that it takes something like surgery for me to wake up finally and realize that some of my friends are not my friends after all.  I mean I knew that they weren't but I just didn't want to see it.  Is it really true that someone who doesn't know God, cannot really love me as a real true friend?  I just don't believe that.  One of my friends is an atheist and has been a great friend.  But some of my friends that are Christians have not been good friends to me.  But the one true person that I thought was true in my life that was supposed to be my best friend has turned out to not be my friend at all.  I just don't get it.  I'm kindof getting to where I don't trust anyone regardless if they are a Christian or not.  I just always end up hurt anyway.

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