yea i'm nessa's friend. she wanted me to post this. she wants you to know that she's sry. hmm but w/e forgiveness seems to be lacking around here. so w/e.

she's going through a hard time right now. but wat to do care you never tried to find wat was wrong. her parents are close to geting a divorce. she's been yelled at every day. she cut the other day. but w/e. you never stopped to see. cuz yea rudeness does just come sometimes it could be for a reason.

this song is because she wanted her voice to be heard on that post about depression. she says excuss her for speaking through god. she's been called to be a motivalation speaker and she's speaking about that at her youth group next month.  so she just wrote what god told her too. sry that you didnt like it. so yea she'll let her voice be heard some way whether you like it or not.

My friends
They keep makin’ fun of me
I hide
Behind my insecurities
But I want so bad for them to see
Anything and everything
So I’m not living in a dream

But I
Tuck my little thoughts away
I drive
Far, far, far away
I’m tired of running just to stand in place
I’ve had enough
Of giving up
I need the strength
To show Your love

Cuz I breathe
Just to shout out
And I live
Just to scream loud
And Your love
It’s here now
And I’m not running cuz it’s pushed me to the edge

I’m not gonna break
There’s no mistake
I’ve got to
Stand and scream
Let my voice be heard
When push comes to shove
I’m rising above
I’ve got to stand and scream
Let my voice be heard

Now I’m
Not afraid to tell you what I really think
My life’s
Gotta live the truth that I believe
Cuz I want so bad for you to see
Anything and everything
The grace that owns the heart in me!

Shout out
Scream loud
Oh yeah
I will not live in silence