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her screams
Posted On: 06/04/2007 18:36:06
In the dead of night
Her screams pierce the darkness
Yet it seems no one is listening
For no one comes to save her.

All she wasnt is one person
To realize how much her heart is broken.
But it seems that one simple wish
Want be coming true very soon...

No one is there to comfort her
So she's alone in this cold world
And her only friends is a blade,
Since no one has come to save her.

Every she knows says just find a light
But the darkness that is surrounding her
Is haunting her thoughts by saying
There is no one in this world.

As she looks in the mirror she cant
Even reconize herself anymore.
All she see is a well put together girl,
Yet inside she's is broken beyond compare.

Her prayers have stopped completly
For it just seems God isnt there,
And she hates him for putting her
Through this living hell.

The only thing that keeps her going
Is the promise that there will be a dawn
And she knows after this is all over
She'll hope again and there'll be beauty

~Nessa Smith

yea i wrote that today...it's pretty much all me...cept the blade part...i havent cut in 2 months but...i S.I.ed last night

comments?
yea pray for me k?


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10/29/2007 00:33:08
I think you died!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will pray that u didn't


06/10/2007 11:30:37
Many young teens are cutting themselves because of the emptiness inside of them. I never did cut myself or find any relief in hurting my body. I was however suicidal as a teenager and as sn adult. I believe that everyone has entertained thoughts of suicide and sometimes they have been successful. But our God is a great god and listens to the broken-hearted. He sees your need and most of all he sees your tears. Ask god for what you want and he will help you. Life isn't just about being a teen-ager or even growing up. The point is can you love someone else? There are many hurting people in this world big and little. Remember,   Sex and love are not the same thing.  Pray for me and I will pray and fast for you. showme26


06/04/2007 20:21:18
Depressing, but deep and touching. All your poetry is. ... yes, you are in my prayers.