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I'm a cutter and this is how i feel....

Posted On: 05/06/2007 20:19:24

It's not a cry for help

It's the way so many

turn to just so they

will be able to cope.

It's not a cry for attention

All the blood that

Could be falling down

My already scared wrist

It's not a cry for sympathy

I know you feel sorry

That I feel the way i do

When the blade goes to my wrist

It's not a cry for anything

If anything it could just

Be a plea for all the pain

We hold inside to fly away.

-Janessa Smith

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From: shrinkgirl

05/08/2007 17:01:00

Thanks for sharing about your cutting. I confess I am still confused, why cutting, but then again why drugs, alcohol, or any other self destructive behavior. I guess those who have experieced immeasurable pain are the only ones who can really understand the desire to escape it by any means necessary. I am glad Jesus said he knows our suffering. Do you think that when he said "Father into you hands I commend my spirit" he was perhaps at his greatest point of pain and anticipating the release of it. Or is his greatest pain the knowledged that His children are still denying him and the value of His sacrifice? Anyway I hope you keep on writing and expressing how you feel, I believe it's a better way to cope than cutting. Blessings.

From: V_I_M_S_G_

05/07/2007 16:32:42

just read this after sending you a mesage

can't take your own life it is a sin and you got to hell and if you do it and ask god to forgive you he will let you live through it so that don't work either tried it. but that spirit of suicide go'se in the name of jesus and hinders no longer I decree peace in the name of jesus so be it done

jesus dose love you he always has this is not from me it is from him he wanted me to tell you he love's you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!