well im happy today the drama is on the down low...i will tell you what drama has been brewing. My mom was doing drugs but i think shes good now shes being normal, my aunt and sister have been drinking a lot and my aunt was cutting and tried marijuana and stole stuff from stores. my aunts dad beats her i guess so when she gets in trouble shes REALLY in trouble. yeah so ive been trying to get through all that. i told my sister that honestly if she died right now or if the rapture happened, she wouldnt go to heaven because she doesnt live for christ and it makes me sad because i wanna live eternally with everyone i love and i love her too much to let her go to hell. but her life is her decision and i respect it. my aunt is trying to be better. she wanted to go to church with me yesterday but she had to go to her brother's house.courtneys dad is going over seas so if you will pray for him and her. shes staying with her step mom who hits her its really horrible. so yeah pray. and thats whats been going on.... i went to the mall a couple times and got some stuff..i got black & white checkered vans, two necklaces: one white with silver paint chips all over it, one big black beads on it with lil white beads in between. two t shirts from pac sun : one is volcom with the volcom stone in lines and a v with the words volcom stone on the back in black, and one thats billabong and it has birds on the back and a love letter written on the front. i didnt realize it was a love letter until i got in the car and was reading it lol. so yeah ive had some good and really bad times lately. just living life to the fullest i guess. later kids