I was so stressed today.My brothers were being sooooo bad. They have absolutely no respect for me. No one in my family has any respect for eachother. My sister is all high and mighty because she just turned 18, my mom is a shoppaholic and is always buying stuff and doesnt care what my dad says, my brothers have no respect for anyone in this house, my step dad and i are the only ones left who respect eachother and everyone else. my aunt is here and apparently shes really into drugs and crap....i dunno. today it was really weird...my personality just gets darker and darker.... i felt like cutting. so bad. i wanted to cry i felt so horrible for even thinking it.... cuz the bible says thinking it is as bad as doing the sin itself... i dont know...just pray for me... im not doing so good.