I have been feeling melencholy the past couple of days. I have been overly sensitive and very hard on myself. I think sometimes we as Christians forget that our human side is used against us by the enemy. Because I have heard wonderful things aobut myself lately from the people that I love and yet, I haven't been able to accept them. I have friends and family who are going through such difficult things and I am so selfish to be upset right now for no aparant reason. I feel lost and lonely and I keep reaching out to Jesus for comfort, He is the only one who can understand right now. I am so mad at myself for feeling this way because my friends and family need me to be there for them and be strong. I keep on pressing to Him and keep giving every emotion, every thought, every tear to Him. I know He has a reason for everything under Heaven. I am not writing this to be a whinner and I am not writing this for sympathy or advice. God knows you all have things going on in your lives too that are hard. I am simply saying that I am looking to Jesus no matter what I am feeling inside and I know that He will comfort me. And in return I will be okay and will comfort all of you. Thank you for reading my heart.