(this is wrote yesterday)

Hi everyone, I just wanted to stop in and say hey.  A lot has been changing in my life and I am so happy!  God has gone to great lengths to bring me closer to His heart and it has blessed me beyond all measure.   First of all the most wonderful thing in the whole wide world is happening.  RACHEL IS COMING HOME!  YAYAYAYAYAY!!!! I still can't believe it.  I am just overcome with happiness and joy!  

And the second thing, is God is pulling me back into my church.  It is as if He swooped down and placed me right in the middle of it all.  Last night at church we had a speaker who told us that we need to leave room for God to come into our lives and interupt us.  He did that to me last week.  He totally interupted my whole life last week when He brought Rachel.  It was as if He came into my life and pulled weeds.  Now I am looking around going okay God, now what!  I am totally humbled and full of shame for walking away from the church.  I was full of so much anger and pain at first, but now, I am just ready to begin to heal.

I am so thankful for the changes that are happening.  Now I am trying to keep my life open to see old friends and make new ones.  Now, I have to learn to forgive myself and open up again.  I have been closed off for a long time. I have been in seclusion for too long.    its time to come out of hiding.  Thanks Mychal.

God bless you all!

Marci