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I had a dream
Posted On: 05/19/2008 13:06:02
Last night I had a dream about my daughter.  She had gone back to the man who has been beating her and almost killed her.  She had gone back to a life full of drugs and evil.  In the dream I tried to rescue her and convince her to leave.  But she wouldn't.  She told me I didn't understand and never would. 

It woke me up and alarmed me.  I don't understand how anyone could go back to someone who would beat you almost to death and leave you to die.  I felt God tell me to pray for her right then and there.  I did and I fell asleep praying.

The thing is, I know she misses him and I know she is thinking about him and talking to him.  Why?  I don't understand?  I want those strongholds broken and I am praying and praying and praying and praying and praying for that very thing.  I feel so helpless.  This is my child.  My baby.  Does she not see how evil her world is without the Lord?  I shiver in my soul at the evilness of it all.

I pray O God to break those chains that bind her.  Release her from the hold of the enemy.  Set her free from those spirits of oppression in the Name of Jesus.  Speak love to her heart Lord and let her know You are real.  For right now the only real she knows is drugs and violence.  Hear my prayer O Lord.


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From: Subee41
05/23/2008 11:38:58
Thank you for your prayers.  I know she has been in contact with him.  She doesn't know I know and I finally had to just let it all go.  I've been getting counseling on this and my counselor told me I need to give her over to the Lord.  If she goes back to him I can't save her nor could I ever have been the one.  Only God can save her through His Son.  But she must be willing to be saved.  If she does go back to him I pray she has enough wisdom and commen sense to leave the girls here with me.  I would hate for them to be exposed to that nightmare again.  BUT, I have to give it over to God. 

She won't receive uplifting words from me.  I have tried and she says I'm lecturing her or preaching at her.  So I just have to pray each time I talked to her.  Each day it seems her life gets worse and worse and more bad stuff keeps happening.  She just called me now because the sheriff's office found her car smashed on the side of the road.  She thought it had been reposessed but apparently it hadn't.  The HOA where her car was parked had it towed away.  She doesn't have insurance on it because she let it run out.  She called me asking what to do.  I told her I had no idea.  She was like "Why don't you know?" And I had to tell her because I have never had a car stolen, or towed away.  I know she got mad at me.  But I have to quit enabling her. 

So please keep me and her in prayer.  I know that we can move mountains if we just believe!



 ALwAySaJOY wrote:
My heart breaks for you!!! :o(
Look... Although it all seemed so real... it was just a dream! Don't give up hope! God can do ALL THINGS!!!!! You continue to pray for her and so will I and every so often post a prayer request... for prayer for your daughter. Where two are more are gathered in his name... there he will be also!!! :o) Isn't that great to know??? He hears our prayers. He's there with you in the midst of all this and he'll never leave you or forsake you!!!
I may be wrong but... your daughter might have very low self esteem because of the abuse and that's why she misses him. We'll pray about that too!!! Anyways... Continue to pray for her and witness to her any chance you get. Let her know that there's a God who loves her so much that he sacrificed his only son out of Love for her. etc. etc. etc.
My Dear Sister in Christ... You are far from helpless!!!!!!! That's satan putting those ideas in your head. So... everytime you start thinking negative thoughts like that...  pray and ask God to remove those thoughts and then open your bible and ask him to lead you to some scriptures that will give you peace.
You are both in my prayers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love you, Joy


From: ALwAySaJOY
05/19/2008 20:16:31
My heart breaks for you!!! :o(
Look... Although it all seemed so real... it was just a dream! Don't give up hope! God can do ALL THINGS!!!!! You continue to pray for her and so will I and every so often post a prayer request... for prayer for your daughter. Where two are more are gathered in his name... there he will be also!!! :o) Isn't that great to know??? He hears our prayers. He's there with you in the midst of all this and he'll never leave you or forsake you!!!
I may be wrong but... your daughter might have very low self esteem because of the abuse and that's why she misses him. We'll pray about that too!!! Anyways... Continue to pray for her and witness to her any chance you get. Let her know that there's a God who loves her so much that he sacrificed his only son out of Love for her. etc. etc. etc.
My Dear Sister in Christ... You are far from helpless!!!!!!! That's satan putting those ideas in your head. So... everytime you start thinking negative thoughts like that...  pray and ask God to remove those thoughts and then open your bible and ask him to lead you to some scriptures that will give you peace.
You are both in my prayers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love you, Joy


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