My daughter Sandy along with her two little girls (ages 2 and 3) have disapeared.  We went to her apartment today and it is vacated except for trash and junk she left behind.  I asked the neighbor where she is and they said she moved to Texas.  We went over to check on her because the babies paternal grandfather said she was prostituting down town.  He said he saw her last night and she was higher than a kite and wouldn't say where the babies were.  So we went to see if that was true and to get the girls and bring them to our house and possible file emergency custody.  Anyway, we got there and found the place a dump with trash all over.  The neighbor girls were pretty evasive, telling us very little only that they moved to Texas.  I asked who she went with and they wouldn't say.  I got home and called a freind of hers.  She would only tell me she went to Texas but wouldn't say who with. 

I have no idea where in Texas she is or if she is going to come home.  I don't know what kind of drugs she is doing or if she really is prostituting.  She is 25 so I don't know if I can file a missing persons report on her or not. 

What I do know is I am devistated.  It is 1:50 in the morning and I am awake because I'm too upset to sleep.  I am trying to keep my focus on the Lord and trust in Him to bring them back safely.  Sandy was raised in a Christian home with church values.  She was in church and youth group growing up.  She knows the Lord.  But right now she has turned her back on God and is in a bad place. 

I need prayer for the babies to be safe no matter what.  I need prayer that she will come to her senses like the prodigal son and return home and get the help she needs.  And I need prayer for me.  I have been crying all afternoon since we got back from her apartment.  I need to hang on to God.  I need to trust Him for her.  I need to believe that God can do just a grand work in Texas as He can in AZ.  And I need to see those babies.

Thank you for your prayers.

God bless,

Sue