Today finds me feeling much better. It;s raining where I am, and has cooled down considerably. Finally, the summer heat is abating. With much prayer and scripture reading I'm not depressed anymore. Forgetting about the past is something I'm desperately striving for. Forgiving the person for it  is harder than I ever thought it would be. Joyce Meyers says it's possible to forgive a person yet still feel the same, emotionally...that God understands. I pray this is so. I've forgiven the person responsible for my pain, but the emotional trauma is still very vivid in me. With time I pray it fades away...i only wish it would hurry up. I'm so glad to be back here, on the site. I cant tell you what a difference it's made for me. Just being surrounded by Brothers and Sisters and knowing I'm not alone in this has made a vast improvement in my mental state. Thank God for JC Faith. Thank God for all of you. The weekend is here and the chilly weather is so wonderful. I'm sure going to do my best to enjoy it....Hope you all do too!

~Diane~