You know I experienced something that I never thought I would back in Novemeber of 2006 I lost my mother. I must admit nothing in the world could have prepaired for that life changing event. Well lets start at the beginning.

I and my hubby had relocated to Raleigh NC back in march of 2006 and I would make several trips to maryland where my mother lived, well I noticed that my mom was becoming very small she was never real big but bigger then what I was beginning to see , I asked her mommy are you ok she would reply yes baby I am doing ok but she was having terrible stomache cramps. We wanted her to see a doctor as time went on she got even sicker could not eat at all and she was getting very weak.

Well I and my sisters was getting concern because to know my mother you would know she does not like doctors or medicine. We would laugh because my mother would find a herb for anything she was dealing with in her body, well nothing and I mean nothing would have prepaired us for what we was about to walk through. My sister took my mom to the emergency room one night and she was given several test to seewhat was going on, only to recieve the most horrible news of all the doctor did not even want to tell her because my mother was this loving woman, she would love a stray animal back to health.

Well the doctor almost held his own breathe because this woman full of god he did not want to tell her what he had found, well the room was filled with question well doctor tell me what is it said my mom, he said I hate tell you this she reached out for my sisters hand and said go ahead. Well we found cancer in your colon and we are going to do a biopsey to see if it's in your liver yet. My mother looked at the doctor in her own words my Faith is in Jesus, I am not afraid to die but I do  not want to leave my babies. My heart hurts even sharing this, but I need to release this.

Well my sister called me and my other sisters to give us this news if it had not been for the Love of the Lord I would have laid down and die with my mom, I loved her so much and I have been so use to having my mother at my every call, well the Lord has taught me something so great in this experience that His love will bring you through anything, you have got to trust in it and I will tell you these 7months Gods love had comforted my broken heart and has brought me to a place where I want to live again.

Well me and my sister took care of her until her last breathe we honored her in life and unto death. We know she is with the Lord and he showed us so much of His love when we watched this frail but full of the love of Jesus woman get cleaned up to meet her maker what a beautiful sight the heaven and earth met when Jesus picked up his bride, God bless you all and I pray this blesses you, rely on the Powerful Love of Jesus