Iv been studying for my nursing test for the past couple of days!  And although I KNOW that I have passed even before I have taken it.  Because God showed me I did.  I still have doubt?  Why.  I ask myself that question. God gives me a vision and I cant believe it until I see it.  Why do I do these things.  Why cant I just believe?  Why do I have a hard time believing something God has showed me?   You would think that Me seeing it right would be enough. Than why do I keep thinking about the Math part. Why do I keep pushing and pushing something into myself and frustrating myself?   When I know full well this isnt going to be me that passes this but the Lord standing right beside me helping me though it.  That I know full well When I get my test paper back that says Passed that I alone had nothing to do with it..  I Think Im thinking Im not good enough I havent been reading, I havent been praying as much as I should. So If I cant give God the time what makes me think hes going to give me the time right?  I was listening to Joyce myers And its so funny because she always hits the nail on the head LOL.  shes saying it dosent matter how Iv been not that I shouldnt read or pray but that God loves me just because Not because of what I do. And he wants to bless me not because What I can give but just because:)  I thought that was AWESOME!!! He is AWESOME!!!  So Im going into this test with a FAith Filled Heart Knowing that I have passed only because the Lord has helped me.  That I will not take the credit when I get that paper but Give God the Praise!!!!!!!