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MIRACLE
Posted On 03/16/2007 10:51:04
 
 
 
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Hello Everyone...
I am very new to JCFaith, but from what I see I like!

I am here today to tell you a little about myself.
I am 27 years old. Happily married to my wonderful husband David. We have been married for 5 years. We have a son Brayden who is four. And we also have a daughter who is 8 who came into this marriage with me. Her father and I divorced in 2001 due to an addiction that he became to love more than his family. but that's ok because God was in control then and I didn't even know it!!! David brought to me a step-daughter, Payton, who I treat as though she is mine! Her mother and I are GREAT friends. Which is a wonderful thing for our children. My daughter's father and I are still friends as well. We have all our birthday parties together and he and my husband get along fine. You know the way it should be!!!

Then there is the Miracle that I spoke about in the title!
The funny thing is that this miracle has not yet happened, but I know that God is going to bring it to pass! But only when he can receive all the Glory for it!!!
David has a son, Sage. He is about to be 10. David gave up his rights to his son due to somethings that had happened that only God understands. David thought at the time he was doing what was best for his son. Only to figure out 6 years down the road that he would be kicking himself in the rear while the devil laughed!
We are not allowed to see Sage. We cannot approach him if we see him in public. We are not to discuss him with anyone related to him. This is VERY hard for my husband and I for SEVERAL reasons. One.... my husband realizes what he did wrong! Two.. we have a son in which we have raised to know his brother the best we can!

You can see why we need a miracle. I have tried to reason with his mother by telling her that I love her! and that I would NEVER try to replace her! Sage only has one mother and only will have one mother in his lifetime! That is God given and not to be taken away by anyone!

David and I are currently trying to get our lives back together.
We are currently looking for a church. along with my step-daughter's mother.

David and I use to be leaders over a large youth group with several other couples... where we spent ALOT of time helping lead young people to Christ. This is my purpose... if I don't accomplish anything in life may I be exhausted when I am called home due to all the work I did leading youth to Christ! And I am about to get back into that the way I was called.

Things happened at the church we were at and David and I easily fell back into the "world"... don't look at me like that! We all have our times of falling short of the Glory of God, and none of us deserve the blessings that he has given to us!!!

I have fallen on my face everyday for the past few weeks and I am praying that God begin to move in my life in ways that he has never moved before!!!
Exodus says to claim what is yours and by faith I am claiming even the things that I do not have yet, because I know... THE BEST IS YET TO COME!!!

In saying all that I say this.... Life is to short to dwell on things we did wrong. Sometimes you can be wrong and be right.
Life is also to short to win all the time... sometimes it is good to lose. What I am trying to say is... If there is one difference in the world I would pray for God to help me, help people forget there differences and JUST GET ALONG! The world would be a much better place.

I have a myspace page... amythomas_1979@yahoo.com
I post alot of blogs there... and my page song is Nickelback If Everyone Cared. I like the video most of all because at the end you can see a message that says: The world did not begin to change with a large group. It began to change with a small on! (or something like that!) That's what I want people to realize.... I can make a difference and if I get someone to agree with me then we can make a difference... then in agreeement with God, he will bless that and more and more people will begin to become blessed and make a difference...

I LOVE OUR GOD! He is not mine... he is not yours... he is ours! And if we share the same Father that makes us siblings... I LOVE MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS!!! no matter how many times I have had to turn the other cheek!!!
WITH LOVE, @my