Well My friends This will be my first aptemp at bloging here on this web sit.( Lets just say It`s alittle about me an who I am.)
What is on my mind at this time , Tree to four things. First: How did I get to this point in time anny ways.
It started out about tree weeks ago, An I was in a emotional Pit! At the time, I thought I was loosing my best Friend Shari , an i realy started praying alot to God for his comfort, in the pain in my heart I had. an in alot of ways the praying was helping. But i still had this pain.Then out of the blue This remarkable Lady ( I think) posted a comment on my space, on how she like my blog on happy thoughts!
Well we started to talk small talk an then she ask me about God an do I beleve in God an trust in Him. The more she talk the more I was listening. An I kid you not!as she was talking Some ting happen an i can`t put it into words, But I think my friends here would understand , when I say , It felt Like God was talking to me thew this lady .
I started crying an goss bumbs all up an down , as I oppen my heart to God all the way as asking God to take all control of my life an in relationship , an leting go of my own wants an desire an putting His wants an desire first! The pain in my heart started to go away completely.
Now her we are an I still have best fried Shari Friendship, an both talk about Gods love an his will. An I have a new friend in Lianna .
Now don`t get me wrong ! I still have batles with my demons In which is my self ( my own desire) in wanting a women companionship an love . But now I know I must have Gods companionship an love first, An by His grace My Lord will bring that womens Love to me in time , when He feels I am ready.
Well I was going to be short an sweet, Sorry about that!
And by the way my name (alonenomore) that came about because my friend Lianna told me , I am never alone , God is always there!
So I am here to learn an grow to God , an I welcome any ones help in helping me understanding an learning to let go of my own desire an wants !
Thanks for leting me talk out loud. Peace, Love , an God bless all of us. The new Kid on the block Larry . S
