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I have a had many dreams of being attacked by a black animal... looks change slightly from time to time, but the outcome is always the same. This animal is trying to bite me and tear me to pieces but every time he lunges at me he can't touch me. It's almost like I have an invisible shield on. After so long, I start punching this animal and with every blow it gets smaller until I kill it. This is not the creepy part....

Today I was at McDonalds before work, and when I pulled up to pay the girl at the window took my money and did a double take. She laughed and said she thought she saw a black cat in the backseat of my car. Haha invisicats as she said. I haven't dreamed about the cat for a while, but it freaked me out a little. Any thoughts on this?

       Wow, something crazy scary happened on my way home tonight and I feel like sharing it with my jcfaith family. With all of the tornadoes that have been spotted around here lately, I try to keep my radio on during storms in case there is a tornado in the area. Tonight I wanted to enjoy the silence, so once I reached the highway I turned the radio off and proclaimed "If it's my time to die, then it's my time." Not five minutes later a car comes flying by me on the wrong side of the highway. There had been a guy right behind me in the passing lane since I got on the highway and by the grace of God he moved over before he was hit. Also amazing is that I am a bit of a speeder at times, and I was fast approaching a car that I knew I would be passing.... but I didn't pass him. I slowed down... and then that car on the wrong side of the road appeared. Made me get a glimpse of what the kid that died last year from the head on saw and felt just before he was struck. Praise God, it's not my time.    

In the past months I have had several dreams about being attacked by a lion or some other similar animal. Every time the animal tried to bite me though it was unable to. In every dream, I killed the animal. I know it was the devil attacking me, but what I didn't know was that it was a prediction of the future... like right now. God promted me to start a Bible study at my little comm. college and I tried. I had some ppl interested and we met a few times, then I switched days and it has just fizzled since then. I have spoken to so many ppl that thought it was awesome but the time was not good for them. Anyway it seems ever since this started, I have been under attack. The study started in January and these dreams just came back to me the other night. Not sure why I remembered them, but I also became aware that they were showing me that I would be under attack, the devil would not be able to harm me and I would be victorious, but I just don't know how much more I can take. Going from such a spiritual high to an extreme low is hard on a person. I know the devil is laughing at his small victories over me. I haven't been  able to read my bible, i haven't really been praying, i just feel a little distant from God right now and I know thats exactly what the devil wants. I just don't like it and I hope the victory is won in this battle and the Bible study takes off with flying colors at the school. Pray please.

I'm not sure why but lately I've been up and down on the emotion rollercoaster. One day I feel like I'm on top of the world and the next I just want to leave this place. Life and stress that accompanies sometimes just isn't worth it. Why do I have these feelings? I wish they would go away. I know it would help if I pray more, but I guess I'm so stressed for time that I just feel like putting no effort into anything. My school work is suffering, my job is easy so no one notices that I am doing as little as possible to get by. I'm just such a slacker right now. I don't understand.... here I am saying what a slacker I am, yet I'm still not writing my paper or finishing my workbook homework, or pulling out my bible to read a few passages. I just want to sleep. I've put myself back in that cocoon of unsocialness and now I have to force my way out or live miserably until I get fed up enough with myself to make some changes. I guess I feel stupid trying to be that godly example to people when I feel like such a mess. How can people truly see Jesus in me when there is so much misery within? I'm scared that this won't go away when I move and then I will be 3 hrs away from the family that has slight potential to cheer me up. What am I going to do without them? Faith right. Things will get better and my Lord will send me a friend to warm my heart on my sad days.
Thank you Jesus. You are my rock.

Dreams, dreams, dreams! My dreams are very odd lately. I think it is a direct effect of all the stress going on in my life right now. Here's a dream for all who like to interpret:

I was at a nice restaurant at something like a class reunion. There were only a few classmates, but only the ones that I didn't care for very much. I then ran into an old friend who asked if I wanted to go somewhere else for a bite to eat. He told me where his car was and asked me to meet him out there in a few minutes. As I was walking to the car a tiger like animal came out of nowhere and started leaping at me and trying to kill me. I killed it and jumped in the car. I waited and waited but because of the attack I was scared so I started to drive away... still in the passenger seat. As I came up to a stop sign I was having trouble touching the brake pedal, so I attempted to get in the driver's seat, but there was a booster seat (toddler seat) in the way. I got it out of the way, got situated and stopped. Then I woke up.  

I have been feeling a little depressed lately and it's starting to drive me crazy. I don't normally feel depressed. There is just so much going on and at the same time so much not going on where I want it to be. I'm raising a 2 yr old, going to school, and working all on my own. It's starting to take a toll. I am more than ready to meet "that" guy, but it just doesn't seem like it will happen. I want my son to have a man to look up to. Yes I know God is his heavenly father but he can't play catch with him or watch football with him. I think the most frustrating part is that I do like someone but I just don't feel good enough to go out with him. He's wonderful and really doesn't know I exist. Just seeing him outside if I drive by makes me sick with nervousness. If someone is meant to be, should I really have to put any effort into it or will God make things fall into place? I feel like such a fool wasting parts of my day thinking about someone who is unaware of me. I'm also struggling with weight issues. I am having such a hard time avoiding chocolate and other bad stuff. This is not just a vanity thing. I really am overweight. I'm just depressed and angry all the time. I don't want my son to suffer through this with me. Prayers would be nice. Thanks to all who read this.

I wasn't exactly sure why I was prompted by my Lord to do this 72 hr fast in the beginning but as I am closing in on the last hours I have gained a greater appreciation for our savior, Jesus. For a long time I have been trying to grasp even a little of the pain that he went through for everybody, but I just never really felt anything. Yes, I saw Passion of the Christ and it was moving and all but it didn't make me feel what He went through. The weather here has been in the 90's the first two days I fasted. I went for walks with my son both days and I just kept picturing Jesus walking through the desert for 40 days with nothing to eat. Three days has seemed like a struggle. I definitely have a greater appreciation for my Lord now. What a humbling and wonderful experience!! Hallelujah! Praise be to the one and only God!!

I am wondering if anybody has advice on how to manage anger. I lose my temper of such unimportant things and do or say stupid stuff when I get angry. I am trying to gain hold of this. I have prayed about it and asked for God's help. I was just wondering if anyone out there has some really GOOD tips for controlling anger.

Thanks to all.

If there is anyone that can give meaning to this dream I would greatly appreciate it. First let me explain the background of the person in this dream. There is a handsome guy my age that I would love to go out with. I have talked to him many times online and we have mutual acquaintances but I have not actually talked to him in person. Matt is his name. Anyway I have had a few dreams about him. They are pretty simple and normally go something like this.

In my dream I am always at his house. The house always seems to change. Sometimes it is his actual house sometimes it is a much nicer, fancier one. We are always talking in the garage or outside. I feel confident about talking to him and I will be just working up the nerve to talk to him and a pregnant woman comes from no where, it seems. Sometimes she comes up beside him, sometimes she is just in the background. She is never acknowledged as being with Matt but I get the feeling that she is. (For your info he is not married.)

What does this pregnant woman signify? Why is she always in the dream? My friend said I can pray for an interpretation on my own but I just don't know if what I am getting is what it really means. Here is my thought about the dream: the woman represents the new life that I will have with Matt if I could just work up the courage to talk to him in person and ask him out. Please let me know what you think. And I don't want people's random thoughts on this. God does give some people the ability to interpret a dream. So if you have the ability I would appreciate your input.

Thanks

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