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psh!
Posted On 01/14/2008 09:29:16
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okay, it really needs to snow more! i want to go skiing this year before spring, but the weather just isn't cooperating. i've almost got my ski fund all saved up so it's just a matter of snow and getting people together. starting my second week of school this quarter at columbus state. i've only got class 3 days a week, and one of those days (today), i only have one class. it still feels like forever though! every time i search for people in my zipcode or even zipcodes around me, i find no one! blah!
it's not that i don't love summer, i am just ready for the page to turn in my life. i haven't really had the best couple months. i just want school to start and my life get busy again! all of our prayers were heard and my roomate david got a job! now it's just me who is a bum. once my gi bill comes in i'll be fine though. i was really hoping for more when i was a lad. 24 just seems old to me right now. especially when i see everyone else having a wife or a house or both. i sure pray that You will provide for me, cus i don't know what i'm doing!
my Lord, i am very sleepy tonight and i fear i will not be able to say to You all the things i want You to hear if i lay my head down. thank you infinitely for being The God You are. how is it that You would love me so much that You would give up Your love, Your son, Yourself, just for me? i am utterly amazed. You are just magnificant! i thank You so much for moving heaven and earth to save me and that You actually care how i feel and that the ebb and flow of my heart means something to You. thank You for listening to me. thank You for The Comforter You place inside me when i cannot draw breath and the tears block my vision. thank You for that on those days i can't take it and i just pray You burst in the door and wrap Your arms around me. I love You Jesus. I pray Your will be done in my life without my objection. transform me daily into what i'm supposed to be. Take care of the bullock family in this time of need. thank You for a successful surgery. i pray you grab hold of Makayla through this and never let her go. turn her heart into one which only desires to please and glorify You in everything she does. i pray that You can turn me into the person she could love again. i know that You love her infinitely more than i ever could and i pray that if nothing else, i can represent You to her to show her Your love even if she never wants mine again. whatever the outcome, Your will be done! i ask all this in the name of Jesus. amen
my God, my God; why have i forsaken You? it must be my fault, because You are perfect and You wrote the laws for this place. how can i hold my tears in?
makayla came back from new york last monday. for good. she didn't have a very good experience living there. we've been hanging out like the best friends we used to be. it's been hard for me though because it just feels weird that she doesn't love me
yeah, you've heard that about a thousand times from every direction. "just follow your heart, man!" just listen to what your heart tells you to do." what does God say?: Jeremiah 17:9 Matthew 15:19
so yesterday i went fishing with my friend heather at her father's house in amanda. she got 5 bass including a really big one and all i got was weeds! blah! it was fun though. i like hanging out with her. i went from there to a bon fire for my friend michael, whoes birthday was thursday. old high school friends present. i think i had a dream about the whole thing last night but i'm not sure. i know there was a fire in there somewhere. well that's it! have a happy sunday and a meaningful worship of The Lord!
yesterday was fun. after work nic, charles and i did some pistol shooting for a couple hours. nic and i then went to hargas lake and fished till 10:30. after that it was back to charles' house where the whole gang was outside at a bonfire. i thank The Lord for good fun with good friends! jacob is staying here the weekend too so it's extra fun. dave and i have only one more episode of smallville to watch and then we have to wait a couple months to see new episodes. looks like i'm going to be finding a new hobby soon. bye all!
i had a full day yesterday. i woke up and went to the men's prayer breakfast with ryan at his church. then we went from there to earl's(one of the deacons of the church) house to help him rip shingles off this garage. we did that till 2:30 and then ate pizza with earl's family. ryan and i then went home and got cleaned up for a Bible study for 4th-6th graders ryan leads. charles met up with us for that and it went well. dairy queen included. after that, it was back to earl's house with some dry ice bombs! i like having a busy day like that. praise Jesus!
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