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Hey everyone! I know haven't been able to be "on" as much lately but I've been really busy at work trying to catch up after being gone for two weeks in July. I still love you all and I WILL be back here leaving comments and other things soon but right now I need to ask you all to help me pray for my daughter. I feel that God is getting ready to do some things in her life soon if she will allow Him to. She has a page here - rucker_girl2004 - but she doesn't come here very much. She has a MySpace page and she posted this blog last night that I want to share with y'all so you'll know how to be praying for her. I know she won't mind me sharing this because she is searching right now - if you have a MySpace you can leave her a comment or message there but if you don't have a MySpace, leave her a message or comment on her page here, if God gives you something to tell her. (You can find her on MySpace at www.myspace.com/deliciousforever) Anyway, here's the blog she posted: Thursday, August 09, 2007 What makes me happy?
Current mood:  confused
Category: Life When I think about what makes me happy, I think about how things used to be. I think about how things were when I lived in Pensacola the first time. When I had my own apartment, my own car, and no boyfriend. I think about the middle and high school years. The summers that were filled with nothing, but everything at the same time. I think about times with my friends. Stayin up late, tryin to be quiet so we didn't wake mommy, and giggling about cute guys. Of course, we all had our "drama," but even after all the ups and downs, we were always down for whatever! No matter what happened, we were always there for each other when things got really bad. We could talk mess and spread rumors about each other, but if one of us got hurt or something bad happened, we knew the one place we could go and always be accepted! I think about the friends I used to have - and have since lost - either to the grave or society. Whatever the reason, I remember them all. There were friends who just acted like my friends. Others were more special to me. There are 2 in particular that I remember. One of them I met when I was in 4th grade and she was the new kid. From the day we met, we were inseperable. That is until I changed schools. I'm not exactly sure what happened after that. I made new friends at my new school, and she made new friends at my old school. We just grew apart because we didn't see each other as much. Luckily, I met my next best friend at my new school. We were in homeroom together and she took me in. She didn't ignore me just because I was "the new kid." I'm really not sure what happened with that friendship. We just went 2 different ways in high school, I guess. She has also done well for herself from what I hear! I think about days when I used to go to church every week. Not so much when I was little, but when I was out on my own. I had a wonderful church that I could call home. Marcus Pointe Baptist Church in Pensacola, FL. I made some wonderful friends there. It was a huge church, but it still had a small church feel to it. It was very comfortable to be there. The singles group that I was in was a lot of fun. We would go out to eat, go bowling, cook-outs...all kinds of things. It was great! These are the things that make me happy. Every day I wish it could be like this again. I hate the place I'm at in my life right now. I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be and I know this. I'm not going to church, I live with a man and we are not married. I know what I need to do. I have to get out and get back on my own. If I had my own place and friends that cared about me, and a way to church, I'd be happy. I'd also have to be going to school. But I'm already studying a lot and I haven't even applied to a school yet. I just don't understand why I can't motivate myself to do these things. I have gotten myself motivated in the school area, but I'm not sure about how to achieve the others. I have a potential way to church, but I have to get all that ironed out. The only thing left really is getting out of this relationship. That's the hardest part, because I really like this guy a lot. He's a great guy, but I'm just not happy being tied down like this, and I don't feel like it's fair to him. I just don't know how to talk to him, without hurting him or making him think that I don't like him or something. I'm so confused. I feel like I'm looking through a window at what I know I need to achieve to be happy, but the window is too small for me to climb through and therefore, no way to achieve my happiness. Anyway. I'm sorry for bothering you guys with this, but I just had to get it off my chest! If anyone has any advice they'd like to share, please feel free. Leave it as a comment, or shoot me a message. I love you guys!!! So, please pray for God's guidance in her life because I know that until she comes totally back to Him and gives Him full control, she will NOT be happy. Thank you all in advance for your prayers. I love you each and every one! In His Love,
Kathryn
YEA!!!!!! Mom finished my quilt :) If you would like to see it just visit my page - there is a slideshow under "LIKES" called "My Quilt from start to finish" Several had asked me about it and this was the fastest way I knew to let you all know :) Love ya!
Kathryn
I just attended a wonderful Women's Conference this weekend. The speaker was Angela Thomas and, if she is ever speaking near you, I would highly recommend that you go listen to her. I promise you won't be disappointed because God uses her in a wonderful way to get His message across. I wanted to post a video clip here of her but I couldn't figure out how to get it done - but you can go to my page and see it - I promise you'll be glad you did. The video is right under my "WELCOME" in my About Me section and is titled simply "Are You Sloshing?" I hope you will go watch it and let me know if God spoke to you through it. God bless you all and it's good to be back home and back on JC Faith! In His Love,
Kathryn
WOW! Can you believe that I'm at a COLLEGE campus and they DON'T have wireless internet??????? Well - anyway - just wanted to let you all know why you may not being hearing from me that much this week Sorry - sure had no idea it was gonna be like this - thought for sure they'd have wireless internet here Oh well - that's okay - I can use the time to focus more on what GOD wants me to do while I'm here Well, just wanted to let you all know that I hadn't forgot ya :) I'll talk to ya when I can :) Love to all,
Kathryn
Thank you all sooo much for your prayers I know God was listening cause He truly got me here - Yep! I made it - took a little longer than expected due to a minor setback but believe it or not it wasn't because of a wrong turn!!!! I will try to get brave and do a video journal entry later this evening but right now I have to get settled in my room (can't believe I had to unload ALL this stuff just for ONE night here at the hotel - ha ha) and THEN I have to cool down and go get something to eat I'll stay in touch - I LOVE having wireless internet :) Seeeee? I told y'all I couldn't leave my friends at home - had to bring you all with me - I need the moral support Reading all your responses to my earlier posts really made me feel even better - because I then KNEW that y'all praying for me is what helped me make it all the way here - now keep praying for my car - I'll explain later :) Love to you ALL! Kathryn
WELL The day is here Time for me to go Off to Tennessee If you read this today please say a prayer for my safe travel And since I AM "directionally challenged" (LOL) please pray I don't take toooo many wrong turns trying to get there Thanks to all of you that have shown me such support in this - I truly appreciate your encouraging comments and your prayers Now - let me get out of here and go see what I can learn at the Steve Hurst School of Music next week Love to you all!
Kathryn
There is some serious flooding going on in parts of Texas and Oklahoma PLEASE BE PRAYING FOR THESE PEOPLE Even though the rain has subsided a bit, there is more on the way and the waters are still rising So many homes flooded - so many people losing so much Some people won't even be able to have church services tomorrow because they can't get to their churches I know that they can still worship the Lord from wherever they are but I just wanted to ask everyone here to please be praying for them They are going to need lots of strength and courage to get through this - and for the ones that don't have a relationship with our Father, PLEASE especially pray for them - if any good can come of this it would be for one who doesn't know Him to come home to Him - if this is what it took to get the attention of even that one, then it was worth it He can bring good from all this bad There have been some lives lost which is sad - please remember the families of those as you pray I know we have a LOT of prayer warriors here at JC Faith and I just felt that I had to ask you all to be praying Thank you in advance for your prayers Love ya all,
Kathryn
Southern Gospel music???? Wellllllll - I do when I can go listen to a concert in person and watch the people having a good time in the Lord. Now, I don't really care to just 'listen' to the music on the radio - I prefer my Contemporary music then - HOWEVER................. If you would like to see some clips of some REALLY GOOD gospel singing then visit my page and check out the video clips that I took at two different singings - One on June 22 and the other on June 23. Let me know if you enjoy them - I will leave them on my page for a little while but then........................ well - for those of you who know me - you know I'll have to change it again. Don't wanna get bored with the same stuff being there all the time - ha ha ha ha Love you all!
Kathryn
FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE BEEN KEEPING UP WITH MILA........ THIS WAS JUST POSTED ON ANDI'S MYSPACE BLOG............... Monday, June 18, 2007 Sunset. Goodbye Mila. I just recieved word from Andi.
As of 9:38PM this evening, Monday, June, 18th...
Mila is gone.
It could not be more fitting that as she passed we are celebrating her memory with a new video and a fiery online community of supports awaiting the news.
This is where it really begins, folks. Andi needs us. She needs shoulders for crying and ears to bend.
As I learn more I will post immediately.
Goodbye Mila. You'll never know exactly how much your little heart is changing the world.
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