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To God & My JC Faith Friend Jeff
Posted On 08/27/2006 21:54:47
Well Well, Where do I began...This weekend was something else... I had a strong battle with the devil on Sat...Nonetheless God saw me thru it... That pain kicked in again times 12 plus I had some personal issues that I was dealing with.. It's funny when u think u are all alone by yourself no one to talk to...Plus the devil plays with your mind telling you no one cares nor do they wanna hear it.. So you shut yourself off from the world just like the devil wants.. But Oh My, God sees you there and He works on your heart,mind,spirit because He loves you & He is a great Father indeed.. I also thank Him for putting my brother Jeff here on JCFAith in my life.. God is always on time and know who to send when u need it.. Laughter is one of the best things to heal sickness & sadness... I thank God for my brother for I know he is a real true brother..Thanks again Jeff more than you know..A little time out your day to bless someone no matter how small it may seem goes a long way!!! Riss

God Is Good
Posted On 08/21/2006 10:39:56
Good moring to all... This week is going to be a very special week... This week will be a pain free week,a worry free week,a stress free week,an anointed week,a blessed week, & a winning souls for Christ week.. I have so much Zeallll... I feel so alive and Blessed.. Pray changes things... Thanks to all who have been praying.. God Bless u and your.. May all door be open to pour out an abundent of blessing to you all... Plus my brother allowed me to share his anointed song Holy with ya'll... Whooo Hoooo I'm so happy.. GBU Riss

Correction about Confession
Posted On 08/20/2006 10:26:51
Thanks 4 all ur love & support Big WOW... None the less that was not my mood at the time I shared it... Confession was written in 2004.. The reason why I shared it was because it was requested by a brother in christ... Sometimes people need to see & hear that we are REAL.. People need to see where we have been, what storms we have weathered.. Confessions was put up so that people who came relate don't feel alone. Last but not least we all need to be reminded where we came from so that we all remain humble..I am so sorry if anybody felt deceived or mislead. But the love & support comments on here was needed/thus no harm no foul.. NOT ONE OF US HAS ARRIVED -FOR WE ALL SIN & FALL SHORT OF THE GLORY OF GOD!!!! HUMBLY YOURS, RISS

Confession
Posted On 08/19/2006 13:42:20
There is no shame in these words I say. Oh My Lord..... your daughter cries out to you for help!! I feel alone and lost.. I can't feel you near... I can't hear you... I cry out from my soul where are you? I am weak and can not make it on my own. Have mercy on this sinners soul. My flesh is weak from the lusts and desires of this dark place. All I ever wanted to do was be pleasing to your will. I cry out in a LOUD VOICE ....... Please don't turn from me in shame. I try Lord I do try but I can't seem to make it to you. I pray to thee that all that I have done is forgivin All the things that was not pleasing in your sight. I know I let you down, time after time again... Yet you forgave me over & over again. I don't know when my time is up , but so far I feel like I have let you down. I am sorry for all the wrong I have done, for not being that daughter than you wanted, for not having boldness, for not overcoming my fears, for the sins aganist your people, for the sins aganist my temple, for the sins aganist your Son, for the sins aganist the Holy Spirit. I am so sorry from all that is within me I AM SO SORRY Regets, your lost lamb Riss I love You
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Carry Me When I'm Down
Posted On 08/19/2006 01:49:30
Sometimes life can really have it's ups and downs...Also it's crazy that people change like the wind as do I...My mood at this moment even after prayer is still a lil down... I had a very up/down day today if u know what I mean... The devil will use who he cans to break our spirits.. None the less what keeps me floating is the thoughts of Christ as He suffered for my sins... Those thoughts always seem to being me balance...I didn't have to take any pain meds for the 1st time in over 3 years.. I give God all the praise for that... However there is always something to take away your joy..I wonder sometimes if my heart is toooooooooo big which might cause me to lack wisdom most time when it comes to dealing with people... Some say I'm a very meek person but not in a way that is good for me... Yet on the other hand some say I'm a strong person which is good for me as well as bad for me...It seems either way I lose... I'm always misunderstood, which it has been that way since I was a child.. It's never good to go to bed sad, hurt, or angry so I hope writting this out will release some of that if not all...The bible tells us never to go to sleep angry thus I pray that God sees my heart and takes away all the pain....I have a friend that I care about very much so if this reaches anybodies heart please pray for peace in their life, heart, and mind.. Please pray for me as well... Thanks for helping a wounded servent Regrets Riss

God Has Called Me
Posted On 08/17/2006 16:20:10
God has called me by name His love for me will never change He is breaking every chain That trying to hold me down with many strains He loves me this I know Because he knows the hairs on my head. Plus he watchs over me when I'm in bed. He watchs and tends to me as I grow. His love for me is stronger than I'll ever know He gave me my own set of finger prints. He's always there when I need someone to run to and vent. I have the best Father in the whole wide world For he breathe the breath of life into His baby girl Love Your Daughter Riss

Who R We
Posted On 08/15/2006 10:51:28
Who are we & what do we want out of life!!!!! How does one know that the affections is nothing more than a feeling or emotion. The feeling aspect (as in pleasure) of consciousness. For a season until we go to that place where we can replace one another. Why is it that people are replaceable? How can we put someone new in the place of another? Which in time, we find out that carpet was worn anyway. So we go on and on from person to person. Where does it stop? When does it end? Was our hearts meant to be put out of a usual or proper place or into the place of another? Which mind you, implies a filling of a place once occupied by something lost in the 1st place, destroyed, or no longer usable or adequate to meet the so call needs your heart wants, desire, invites, craves, and lust... What do we want!!!!!!!! Why not be steadfast? Why not make the best with what we have? Why does Greed & Lust, overpower us? Why is it that we change like the wind? We are much like it, (the wind) movement of emotions which artificially produced movement collected from the mind which carries along or influences the heart.... In knowing this, what do we do? It can go in any direction...... A direction from which it is hard to distinguished from. The heart can travel in the same direction as if was a main force of the wind .... but then it can change close to a point of danger near the permissible limit which it can't handle... Why are we made this way? I will leave that for you to answer...... The Diamond In Your Eyes

Where Do I Go From Here
Posted On 08/15/2006 10:31:34
Where do I began.... I wanna try my best and make this perfect for you my readers...One day you will read this and I hope the day you do I am still here to watch you read it or read your comments.... I have walked down many dark hard roads... Eveything I have done good or bad it was never about me... I always put God 1st and then others ... I tried my best to be what God wanted me to be even tho I failed at it many times... Most of us have the same ole story....What in the world is happening...!!! We can't eat.. We can't sleep.. Our minds worry of what we don't know... We hope for the best and plan for the worse...We have no goals, no plans..We are here waiting to die... What influence us to do what we do?.... Where is our inspiration @ when we are down, lost, confused, taken to a lower position worse condition or status? Where is our helper, guide, friend, and comforter? I ask these questions in a time of need... I am so lost right now and I am trying to find my way.... but the road is not wide and the light is not bright... I am a soul in distress which causes pain or suffering affecting my body, and my mind as well as my soul .... TROUBLE is at my door and I need a way out.... Is this what they call depression? The Diamond In Your Eyes



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