Title: Lousy Mothers Day
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Blog Entry: I swear, I have had a lousy mothers day....from the time I got up this morning to even after church, my children have caused me to yell at them for disobedience...they have been disrespectful, arguing and fighting with one another....my daughter has been sarcastic and rude to me and my son has been throwing fits and angry rages for not getting what he wants or losing priviledges because of his lack of control.....I am sooo fed up. Instead of enjoying every day and loving being a mother, I sometimes find myself wishing they were little 1 year olds or 3 year olds again (skip the 2's)...at least then they seemed to have more respect and love for me.....mind you, my husband and I are very consistent....We have rules and consequences...we have rewards....we have done it all by the book in training and raising the kids, but something is definitely wrong.... I hate this feeling I have...I wish I could leave for months or years and not come back till I want to...but as a mother I can't....I feel trapped and unappreciated and disrespected.....and just totally unworthy of my call as a mother.....maybe i wasn't meant to be one....I don't know....I have had enough of this right now....pray for my kids pleasssssssse!
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