Feb 11 2007, 4:16 am - By touchedhisgarment

I am going through some really hard battles right now in my life, and I know that I need a touch from GOD!  I have been through so much in the last four years, and let's just say in my life, that it has really taken a toll on my way of thinking.  I don't trust anyone.  I prayed the Lord would bring the man in my life that he wanted in my life, and someone has come into my life recently.  He is a great guy, that wants to go to church and wants to take care of me the way that a man should take care of a woman.  Buttttttt!  I am so scared!  I am still recovering from a abusive marriage that's been over for almost nine years!  not to mention still recovering from another relationship that really changed some things in my life. And how can I trust a man with my kids after what my other relationship cost my daughter and family?  I know that this man is a good man that has come in here and taken over someone elses responibitys, and is awesome with my kids, and my kids love him to death, and want us to be married later.  He asked me why must I pay for other peoples mistakes?   I am going to be in prayer about this matter, and would love for all of you to pray for me also.  I know the Lord won't lead me wrong! thanks, I love you GOD!!!!!!

Feb 11 2007, 6:15 pm - Replied by: aunt_of_booboo93

I will be praying for you

Feb 11 2007, 7:26 pm - Replied by: touchedhisgarment

thank you

Feb 12 2007, 2:41 pm - Replied by: TheJesusBeliever

Trust is such a huge issue.  When your trust is broken, it is hard to trust anyone, even the ones you know you should, like Christ.  I have been wounded deeply in my life and have been betrayed by people that I should not have been betrayed by.  But, I know that God still wants me to have trust.  Gosh, I totally hear what you are saying and what your boyfriend is saying.  It isn't his fault but he is the one who will bare the brundt of it.  If he loves you like he says he does, then he will be understanding, but you have to do your part too.  I would suggest counseling through your church, if you have one.  It is important to deal with these issues head on.  I am praying that God will guide you and your family and that you will find peace in your life.  I am so sorry for what has happend to you and I really want to see you happy after all this! 

I will be praying deeply for you,

IN Him,

marci

Feb 13 2007, 2:05 am - Replied by: genniereese

Father I ask that you be with her as she comes to you in prayer. That you replace her fear with the trust she needs . And that she have the trust in him to be the man she wants and that she won't compare because God want send you junk if he is truly God sent he will be what you need and more. I ask father that work mightly on her behalf that you will restore what is missing and broken and make it like new in Jesus Name Amen.

Feb 13 2007, 9:26 am - Replied by: touchedhisgarment

thank you so much for your prayer it is really awesome and I needed that this morning God bless you also