Jan 21 2007, 6:23 pm - By Kaylaface

Im not myself any more. i dont knwo whats wrong with me

im so depressed and i feel im fallin in the gutter...and i need prayr. Im afraid of my saftey....and i dont wana be... i never smile any more...im losing myself.

Please .....help me v_v thank you. Kayla

Jan 21 2007, 7:04 pm - Replied by: Kaylaface

I really want it to pass...im not sure how much more of this depression stage i can take...i want God to know how mentally sick of it  i am

and i need help...lots...Please Lord....*prays*

Jan 21 2007, 7:25 pm - Replied by: ds13099

sorry your so blue...Special Prayers are with you. God is with you. Have faith that this too shall pass. Ask maybe your councler at school for help ..or your family. I don't know your situation, but know what depression is. I was in for many years, till I finally trusted in God and found some professional help.
Keep going forwards...standing still isn't what God wants us to do.
Again your in my prayers and on  apray list I use.
Hugs Donna

Jan 21 2007, 7:41 pm - Replied by: ALwAySaJOY

Hi Kayla ... Sweetie ... You need to tell someone about this. (Your Mom, Dad, Grandparent, Aunt, a teacher, guidance counselor ...etc.) Someone you trust ... Someone who cares about you and will see that you get to a Doctor to get a check-up. And you really need to do this as soon as possible. And please ... If there's any chance that you'll hurt yourself ... call a friend of family member right away and make them aware of it. And if they don't do anything about it ... call someone else. There are so many things that can make a person feel this way (sad/depressed). It may be because you're dealing with something very difficult right now. Or ... A lack of sunshine (this time of year) could be a factor. Or it may very well be something physical. It could be any, some or all of the above. That's why you need to get to a Doctor. They'll run a few tests and be able to figure out what's going on with Kayla. You're so worth it, Kayla so please tell someone. I wish I could hug you right now. You'll be in my prayer's.

Love, Joy

PS Please keep me posted!!! (please)

Jan 21 2007, 7:54 pm - Replied by: Kaylaface

I want help....but im to afraid to admit to my mom....

the problem is pressure..my mom...my brothers dad is threatin to take me to jail cuz my brother "lil brother..hes 8" said i hit him..and i didnt!

my bf broke up with me and im over it but hurtful words are being passed..and it hurts...i feel useless...and..taken advantage of....i need help but i dont want people to think im crazy....idk what to do! im so...worried

ive Prayed for myself so many times but now its all comming undone ....i feel alone...but im not i know...i dont get alot of....anything from my mom i barley get attion from her so its hard to tell her whats goin on or she will be clueless cuz we barley talk....*cry*

Jan 21 2007, 9:23 pm - Replied by: fogwalker

Kaylaface wrote: I want help....but im to afraid to admit to my mom.... the problem is pressure..my mom...my brothers dad is threatin to take me to jail cuz my brother "lil brother..hes 8" said i hit him..and i didnt! my bf broke up with me and im over it but hurtful words are being passed..and it hurts...i feel useless...and..taken advantage of....i need help but i dont want people to think im crazy....idk what to do! im so...worried ive Prayed for myself so many times but now its all comming undone ....i feel alone...but im not i know...i dont get alot of....anything from my mom i barley get attion from her so its hard to tell her whats goin on or she will be clueless cuz we barley talk....*cry*

hey kayla dont be afraid to tell anyone,dont bottle it up.... you do not know me but i care  about you and so do sooo many others. although it may not seem like god is in your situaton .but i tell you that he is..satan is placeing thoughts of doubt and the feeling of worthlessness in your heart and mind. dont let him take what god has instore for you  .ive been thru so many things thruout my life and ive often wondered where god was. i didnt understand.but as god pulled me thru these times and some of them near death experiences i realised that i became closer to the lord.and hes always been there.for me just like hes there for you .i dont know what you may be going thru in detail but i again assure you jesus knows everything about you and he loves you.and he will pull you up and you will overcome..  i think that would be awesome for you to be my friend ..:O)

 

dear father i lift kayla up to you and we come into areement lord and WE BIND YOUR HANDS SATAN WE REBUKE YOU AND TAKE ALL AUTHURITY OVER YOU IN THIS SITUATION YOU AND YOUR DEMONS CAN DO KNOW FUTHER HARM IN THIS LOVELY PERSONS LIFE! lord we ask that you loose angels upon her  so that she would be safe  and comforted  send others  her path lord that can help her thru  give her a willing heart lord so she would go talk to someone  about her situation strengthn her and guide her touch her this day father in away that she knows you are still there.. entervene in this lord your will be done in jesus mighty name ..we all come into agreement by saying amen 

Jan 21 2007, 9:43 pm - Replied by: Kaylaface

Amen...thank you....when i read that...i felt...a lifting upon my heart...i cant explalin it....its a weird feelin i havent felt all day

 

like...joy?....i feel like standin up lol...i love that...thank you...my aunt called and im goin to live with her....this weekend ill be gone....and...i still have a lil ....anxiety but im sure that will pass with time...

Dear Lord i thank you because i feel you in my presence ...i know your real...i know i feel you here...please guide me in the right direction and help me cope with these things im not able to cope with. I love you Lord....you are the sunshine of my night. thank you for being here for me...amen

 

and thank all of you...if it wasnt for your talkin to me and helpin me tonight...though ur kind words...that no one else could give...

much love to all of you

Jan 21 2007, 10:54 pm - Replied by: fogwalker

PRAISE GOD?  AND I THANK HIM WHEN HE SENDS ME BLESSINGS LIKE YOU..

Jan 22 2007, 11:34 am - Replied by: FROG

Kayla~

I will be lifting you up in prayer to our Heavenly Father for comfort and healing.  He loves you ALWAYS (((hugs))).  Please let us know how you are doing...my heart aches for you :(

1 Peter 5:7 (New King James Version)

Jan 22 2007, 9:49 pm - Replied by: abby42

Lord you no what is going on in this lady life. Lord just uplift this deppression in the name Jesus Lord just touch her life an help her to lean more on you Lord. Help her to no she is not alone there are other people out there willing to help. I pray Lord that she will lean on you totally God. She need you. In Jesus name amen.

Laurie

Jan 22 2007, 11:49 pm - Replied by: rose1229

put your circumstance in Gods hands because he will always be there 24-7, I also pray for you and your family to have peace, With God all things are possible. Remember that God is your refuge, rock, strength, glory and salvation. I would suggest reading psalms everyday. I believe the reading of Gods word always lifts us up and hides in our heart for when we need it. I really do pray for your mom that she will gain a knowledge of the lord Jesus Christ and be saved. When our eyes are blinded it's hard to see the truth. Continuously pray lean not on your own understanding but on Jesus for he is our comforter and helper in times of need. Your sister in Christ Rose