ok so jsut recnetly i went through a mild case of depression because of a lot of stuff that was gion on in my life and the reason for that depression is coming back to our church after having a falling out kinda and i cried myself to sleep many a night trying to get over losing this person to Satan and trying to also get rid of all the stuff they had said to me and my best friend that was not very nice and i had many breakdowns and i am only 15 and i do not need all of this at this time i knwo God is there for me but i just pray to be with this friend and with me cause quite hoenstly i want them back in church but i sotn knwo if i am ready for all that is going to happent o me again when they do so if yall could help me that would be great and if the person reads this please dont be amd at me i do love you and wnat you to coem back to church but i wnat it to be for you and to get back to having htat relationship with GOd that you had before well i guessi am out bye