you know what..it is all about Him, even if I never can get it right!

the bible talks about being a gentile & quite sprits b/c that is commendable in the Lords sight (1 Peter3:4).... pishhh Christ will return b/f I am gentile or quite! And anyone who knows me is betting on Christs' return comming first!

i was on my churches Xanga site today..first I want to say the high-school grp were my Awana kids!! Whome I love and miss hanging out with..second they are about to be graduating !!!!?!!..so I must be old..but dont tell anyone.. I cant take it.. I am going to  be23 FOREVER!!!  Third my life consisits of those who live in my household, b/c that keeps me so busy sometimes to the point of being overwhelemd.. that I dont have time to be surronded by believers enough of the the time, so I guess I forget there are so many out there! I guess I dont feel so alone now!!! .....But I do need to say, got MUCH love for the ones that God has blessed my life with! You know who you are!

I can relate to Paul. I really am the least of the saints!  I always feel like a worthless vessel. Why in the world did he save me!?!!! I mean  I cant do any other ministry right now..b/c my time is tapped out...my cousin & very good believing encouraging friend (Tks so much!).. reminds me that my first call right now is my unbeliveing household and heck if I can that right, If I am the only Jesus they see ..well..  they are in BIG trouble! Gosh ..if your household isnt probably the toughest ministries ever!

OK enough of that, that  is enough deep though/whining for today b/c well my brain might just go into over load!!  Blah!!!!! Have a blessed day.. you will need it after reading this! ha ha

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