Sorry I have not been on here in while. Been busy and in the last month my whole world has crashed on me. I have a friend that we were close and he was in an accident in september. Now he has passed on as of 10-06-06. I am so destrught because this person when I needed to hear things like be positive, He was always there. He has had alot of depression and struggles in last few months and I was trying to help him and him help me.Now he has none of those worries he is at peace. Does not mean it is easy for me though. I cared deeply for this person and i am not sure he knew it but I hope he is listening with god and sees how upset I am. Thanks for listening to me.