A battle wages in my mind....
Is it real, or is it just a lie? of life`s complications, and tasks aggravations. not knowing who i can trust, is what i do just? a place of solitude, i try to find. Just so i can clear my mind. Of rumors, whispers and thoughts of dread. personal attacks that wont leave my head. lies, murmurs,and grumblings fill my ears. bringing thoughts of my worst fears. It feels as if my world is crumbling around me. I wonder what it is im called to be.Why am i so blind, that i cant see? why do i feel i am never free. All an attack from an enemy i cant see. Satan who conspires to drag me down, he tricks me to see my life with a frown. From a mirror, i dont like what i see. My biggest enemy can sometimes be me. I am my biggest crutch, please God, I need your touch. A joy, a power, a life so pure, that healing hand that will give me the cure. To overcome the enemy , that i see...that enemy thats sometimes me..
I know the secret to overcome, why sometimes i dont act...i must be dumb. Who wants to live in misery? So lord, I pray...set me free, show me the man you want me to be. In your word, i will learn, so at the end of my life i wont burn. I want to put the hurt on the devil, for all the times he kept me unlevel, so as I pray I will kneel, knowing that it will crush his skull and only bruise my heel