I have been reading in Matthew, Mark, Luke and John about the leading up to Jesus dieing on the cross,and it makes me mad. I mean, I don't really know how to explain this, but before when I would read this I would be mad, but more in the mind set that Jesus did it for our sins and that was that. Don't get me wrong now, because Jesus definently did die on the cross for our sins, but now when I read it, after getting really close to God since about January. And by really close I mean, getting more into worship, reading the Bible everyday, and praying like I am supposed to, God has opened my mind and heart to learn things I already knew, but in a different way. So when I read about all this in Matthew, Mark, Luke and John it made me think hard about it, and how much Jesus had to go through, and it makes me want to worship God with all I have and build an even stronger relationship with him. Because he went through so much just for me, and nothing I could do could ever repay him!