well bo left last sunday was gonna be here tue never came home now his boss and 4 coworkers have called here looking for him all week and april witch i had a huge fight on the phone with and well tonight bo called and broke up with me for that now i know were he has been and why my bills are all 4 months over due and he saying for 4 months he has not got a paycheck yet well well stupid me i fell for the bull story everyone kept telling me he is just digging you a hole you can't get out of and when it is too deep he is gonna leave you well all the bills are 4 months over due my parents last 4 months getting me stuff i need for food and dipers wipets tolit paper good thing for the food pantry for most of the food it is a big help when you have i can of soup in the house and 2 kids to feed and my car is at the end now he has beat it so much credit cards all maxed out and the rent here is $875 month thats over due 1 month i think or 2 months no one is hireing and i was told about a bus job but i cant drive in the snow so i can't take it and plus that will not pay all the bills rent food stuff needed to live i am in a hole and can not get out of and i should of never gave him that 2nd chance but was told he changed ya for the bad haaa i have no idear what i am gonna do my mom said that was planned he did that on purpose and gonna put it on you in court for the kids i can not support the kids i am a bad mom cause the bills are over due and i can not buy what my kids need to live i lose my kids and i will go mental my kids are my life thats what is keeping me alive tiffi is 10 years old if i had not got pregnant with her i would be dead now i had a bad life and wanted to end it and i had everything ripped from me 1 night so hard i wanted to die the guy got 2 years in jail got out in 6 months on good behavier and then a few months later i got pregnant and well i wanted to live and now i got 2 kids and there my world i am liveing

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