I know that all of us has someone just rub you the wrong way, and no matter how hard you tried, this particular person would just not accept you. I guess I am asking for prayer, and I don't want to sound negative and complain. Being here in S. Korea, and a part of this program has really been challenging at times, but at others, interesting and I feel I have been growing. I also do feel God's blessing, and know that I am not alone. I appreciate and thank God for all the people He has brought in my life, that are caring and full of love. Even though I am 22, I still feel like I act immature at times, even as if I were back in high school. There is another girl that's participating in the program, and I'm trying not to let my judgments get in the way, but it's really been hard to actually like her. Perhaps I am making this very self-centered, and I need to let go of my own selfishness here. Of course, she is extremely skinny, nice tan, is very fashionable, but I definitely get a vibe from her, she can't accept me. We've only been in the program for about 2 weeks now, but it's been very hard to be around her. I don't feel like I can really be myself, and talk about how God has been working my life around her or the other participants. I also haven't set the best example either, but always showing God's love and being a witness. Eh. I only feel self-conscious around her, when she goes out of her way to avoid me. I don't know why I'm worrying so much about her acceptance of me, I guess the devil knows how to attack my weaknesses as well. Please keep praying, as I will not fall away from God. Thanks... and sorry for the negative tone. God bless and smile everyone....

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