so for my 1st blog you will not hear about my x girlfriend thou that is all that i am thinking about at the min. how she was also my best friend before we stated dating. and i have now lost both at the same time . but instead i will tell you about the people that have been so wonderful to help me through it. it is a hard thing to go through, when some one that you love more than you thought was passable can just up and stop talking to you in a days time. it is amazing how quickly one can be replaced. and i felt like i was the ONLY and i mine the only guy that this could not ever, ever happen too. and then when it dose, i mean, their is a complet lose of words for someone that always has something to say about everything and its been almost two months and i steal feel this way. ok back to the topic at hand. turn to your friends, find new friends, get in touch with old friends . talk to loved ones, people older than you, talk to anyone that is quite a few years older than you. this is when you find out that "those old people" really know what they are talking about. so in a weired kind of round about way, this is thank you for all those wonderful people that are still helping me through such a painful strike / blow to heart heart that i really felt that i could not live with. before i get off here, the # 1 person that has donr the most and i could not get through without is Jesus Christ. i mean it he is how i run too. and without him i would hve already killed myself. i am not playing he is my Hero and my savior THSNK YOU JESUS!!!

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