I have entered a very difficult stage in my life where I have had to deal with some truths and facts in my life that I have successfully been able to bury deep down in my heart, and now with this new chapter in my life I am really having to face it head on. I know I have been very distant in all of my relationships and now I feel that I want share with all of you strangers that have welcomed me with open arms to this website. I have been in a program for the last 3 months, the program I am in currently is a Gastric Bypass program. I have had to look deeper into my heart to find some answers about my self and my behavior than I feel comfortable doing, but I am forced to do so. I was very stocky as a young child and as I got older I kept gaining weight. I was very depressed due to being teased, its a vicious cycle. You eat because your in pain spiritually and because your in pain it pushes you to eat more for comfort. Well I have been going to a psychologist that is a key part of the system I am involved in and I have come to find that through all of this I have built very tall thick walls to block people out. I have come to realize that Jesus Christ wants to tear down these walls for me and heal me so I can help heal others. It is a very painfull process but through the Glorious Grace of Jesus I am beating this thing and tackling it head on in victory. Praise the Holy Lamb of God Jesus Christ! So the most important thing I want to say I guess is that... I thank all of you that have shown me the love to leave a comment on my page, even when I would go and delete it. I can tell you that every comment you left softened my heart more and more and I am so sorry that I haven't been more friendly to you all. Please forgive me, and thanks for the Love!. In His mighty name Jesus Christ. Amen.

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