i guess this has been coming for a while and i just took my time to realize it.or maybe i just didn't want to realize it. either way, now i am reasy to face the truth. i have been under the impression for the past month that i didn't want to get married, that i didn't want to date. i have been having trouble trusting God that He will take care of me. that i won't get hurt or that i won't end up like everyother person on the planet. i was watching 'the notebook' today. i came to realize that that is what i want. a love that won't end untill the day that i die. i am ready to get married and face God. i know my biggest mistake was not trusting God.it feels like i am a happier person now. i know that only God could do that. *love*catherine