As i sit here at work, blankly staring into this computer, i can only wonder why i am here. Not here on earth, but here at this job. I have 117 college credits and only a couple more classes until i graduate. Im still pretty young. I know this is NOT my gift. Im working at the Air Guard Base on temporary technician orders... Sept.30th we will find out if im still here. Thats the end of the fiscal year and when they let people on orders OFF! i need prayer.