Have you ever had a heart ache you thought would never go away? .. i really dont know why im posting this... it should be a blog... ill just copy and paste.... but some days I just wish that Jesus coud take all the hurt away.... its crazy cuz when it comes to physical pain I just may be the toughest girl ya know lol.... but emotional pain..... im the weakest girl ya know..... i hate that lol.... ever feel like crying and like youre never going to stop.... yup... how about looking at those pics of him and his new girl friend, and him telling her all the promises he once promised you.... how about you once being his one and only, his one that he is going to spend the rest of his life with, his *AMAZING*, his , his, his, just his, just being his....... you put it all away in a box under a desk and find it while cleaning. opening that box is like opening pandoras box. my emotions have been attacked. i cry a little, ask why a lot, cry out to my Jesus for HIM to hold me, and he does, and I say that is better than ever being his one and only, his one that he is going to spend the rest of his life with, his *AMAZING*, or just being his. because I know that on March 18 I became a princess in a kingdom that is waiting forme, a kingdom with streets of gold, a Kindom where my Father will always be, and will never leave me..... and that alone is more than I will ever deserve, more than I can ever be thankful for, I can never praise you enough..... Thank you Jesus.... HOLD ME JESUS WHEN I FEEL AFRAID........ EVERY TEAR I CRY YOU HOLD IN YOUR HAND

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