Man alive... what a week this has been! Praise the Lord I'm finally not sad! I'm in a totally dopy... happy mood. Yep... that's me. *grin* I'm terrible... I know. Okay... basically I kept comparing my walk with the Lord to Adam's walk... and it was like, GAH! I was sooooo sad... also, just knowing that he's leaving soon is so hard. *is sad* I mean, yeah, he already lives on the coast, so I rarely see him, but DUDE... he's going to be in Hawaii on the 31st, and he doesn't want to take too much time trying to keep up with people back home, but he said I can write him if I want. *exhales* I'm praying that Bob, Alex (Alexandria) and I can visit Coos Bay during the last weekend of this month... that'd rock, but I'm also aware that my reason for going is totally clouded by my emotions. I want to see Adam. *is a dork* Yep... ANYWAYS... Last weekend was AWESOME, this weekend I'm working. *gag* Last weekend I had so much freedom from past emotions and SIN in my life and heart, like, "If we confess our sins He is faithful and just to forgive us and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." I had total peace and deliverance and still do. Sadly, I ignored the end part of that verse, about being made righteous. God had to take quite a bit of time this week before I started to understand that I'm righteous by HIM. This week I've been very blue, but today, after thinking about Jesus and praising God, I'm in a terribly happy, sappy, romantic, childish, delightful mood. *happy sigh* God is good... I'm really happy. It's a good feeling too.

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